Rayan Lopez-
It's been three complete years.. since craig has left us.. he said he'll only be gone for two years.
It's been three years
Three fucking years
I haven't seen my baby
In three FXCKING years
Ok no need to curse rayan
"mama someones at the door" Taylor said
I walked out the kitchen and opened the door
"Rayan Lopez" one of the military men spoke
"yes" I said
"I'm sorry but he didn't make it" they said
I broke down right there in the floor.
A service man came in and placed his flag and uniform m and a paper on the couch while the other patted my back and walked out the door closing it..
"Mama is daddy coming home" tay spoke.
I looked up fro my hands and got off the floor and pulled taylor into a hug.
"sweety h-he is home" I spoke
"where I cant find home" she said..
"No he's in heaven.. baby daddy is an angel now" i said..
I popped up out of my sleep and looked around the room to see I was still in my bed.
I sighed and got up and walked down stairs to see taylor up wathcing sponge bob.
"mommy we got a big package" she said.
"really where is it" i asked
"By the front door" she pointed.
I walked over to the door and pulled the box over the couch and sat down opeing it..
Taylor sat down next to me..
I cut open the box. and there was four boxing inside.
One said taylor, Craig, Taylor then Craig..
I gave taylor her two took my two and slid the box away..
"Look moomy I got a necklace" She said holding the necklace up that said her name in gaved in diomonds.
Then she got some books and etc..
Then i opened my first box and there was a letter and his dog tags..
The ltter read:
Rayan Lopez,
Baby dont think I forgot about you I didnt. And since you my spouse I give you my dog tags...
Craig crippen.
I opened the second box and there was a letter..
I wiped my tears away as I closed up the letter.
"Mom dont cry theres nothing to be sad abour" Tay said hugginh me.
"I know sweety Im crying of happiness" i said.
"Oh.. Ok" she spoke,
