I remember when I used to love the sun , being surrounded by it. I was happy always had a smile on my face I was pure light. Until the day I could not take know more. Yeah I know everyone thought I was always happy, smiling, they thought that I did not have no problems at all. But they were all wrong .
I did and still do have problems in school I get bullied everyday, blame my self for my friends death, after being force to live with my mother whom which I don't even know her after my family's murder, I was raped, and im currently fighting my enemy and se is starting rumors. So yea at the end of the day im sick of it and wish it would go away but everyday I wake up it is still here. The worst part is I have to face it alone with know ones help. But trust me it is misery.
So lets start off tomorrow new day, new grade and school year, new clothes most are black and has my favorite bands on them. But I stuck with the same problems, people oh wait no mother who is never there so its just me most of the time, same school or as I like to call It hell, same friends but I love them. But until tomorrow im going to think about how im going to do my hair and outfit. So I finally decide on a short skirt with lace that look like spider webs and is kind of puffy and it looks purple with a shirt that is lacey with the same design but is strapless with a black jacket and boots. I decided that im going to curl my hair and have purple eye shadow with some lip gloss. I already know what Emily is going to say that I look emo and that I looked amazing while Alexa Marie Johns try's to pick a fight with me but she can FUCK HER DIRTY ASS SELF. So I go to take a shower I feel the warmth of the water against my skin it feels good Im washing the dirt off of me. I wish I could wash my problems away to but I cant so I get finished with my shower I washed my body and hair plus I shaved. I look in the mirror to see a 120 pound 16 year old girl with rainbow eyes and purple hair born that way also born with tattoos on her body on my right side they are ravens feathers on my whole right side and up on my face around my right eye that is purple and pink then on my left side a wispy design that circle ups my left side of my body around my left eye which the colors of it is a rainbow like my left eye my right side consist of purples and black but in total create me Klair Marinetta.
Yup I really am living in the light. Who the fuck am I kidding im not living in the light at all I live in darkness. That is all I will ever be.
