A/N Well guys, I looked all my chapter and realized I am getting less and less reads on each chapter! On my last chapter I had 5/95 reads from that chapter! My votes and comments are going down to! So I decided to break my promise of 3 new votes and comments and instead make a super long chapter with BIG things happening! I'm hoping that will get your attention! Also tell my what you want more of some more Gavin some more Cameron. More on her past? Just tell me! Oh and also if you want I could make a charter in the book if you like, I am AWFUL at choosing names it takes me like an hour! LOLL!!!!! Also my dedication is to her because she is not a silent reader!!!!
I look down and saw, Gavin smiling up at me. "Hey down there." I said a little awkwardly. He put me down his arms still around my waist. I don't want his hands there, what do I say I don't know what to do. I smiled at him faintly so maybe he would get a hint, but I guess that wouldn't happen. He looked straight into my eyes, then down at my lips. Oh god no please don't try and kiss me! He closed his eyes and started to lean in. What do I do! I don't want to kiss him! I start to back away, if he weren't holding to my waist I would of ran by now. He was still getting closer! God kill me now! I finally to do something, I grabbed the plate on the counter and put it between our faces.He put his lips on the cold plate and immediately pulled away. He grabbed the plate and looked into my eyes with sorrow removing his hands from my waist in the process. He ran to his room. Oh man, I feel so guilty. I went to his room and knocked on his door, I could hear soft sobs. "Gavin." I softly called out.
His tears stopped. "What do you want." He asked sadly. "Gavin let me in." I said. There was a pause I think he is considering. He slowly unlocked the door, and I walked in. He had his head in his hands sitting on the edge of the bed. I wrapped by arms around him and lade my head on his shoulder. He turned and put his head in the crook of my neck and engulfed me in a hug then having silent tears falling down his face and on my shirt. "I'm sorry." I apologized rubbing his back. "Don't apologize for being perfect, for having beautiful long blond hair, for having eyes that can make a person just melt in their place, for being kind, smart, talented and, caring." he cried. Wow that's what he thinks of boring old me?
"Believe me I'm no where near perfect. How about being short? And my pimply skin? Or maybe the fact that caused I real nice guy to be crying in his room. Plus there are girls out there that would make a perfect fit for you. You have lots of things going for you like, You are good at football, you can sing, you're funny and you got looks going for you." I stated trying cheer him up. "If you can say all of these things about me and you think that then why don't you like me?" He asked sadly. "I do like you, as a friend or even a brother." I smiled. "Thanks Serena, I feel better. But please will you stay in here for the rest of the night I don't want to alone." He said. I nodded, "Yeah, but let me go change." I answered. I walked out into the hallway and then to my room. When I got in there I took off my clothes and changed into a pair of black yoga shorts and a black undershirt. I knocked on his door in case he was changing. He told me to come in he was shirtless and had pajama pants on.
I am pretty sure his did this on purpose to show off his abs. I rolled my eyes and sat on the bed and he immediately enveloped me in a hug. I took in the smell of his nice cologne, he is warm and I relax in his arms. I think it's funny when we first met I hated him I thought he was a total player, but over time we got closer and he has proved that he isn't what I thought. Maybe I should give him a chance. But what about Cameron I really like him. Gosh my brain is over loading I just have to calm down an relax. I need to just live in the present no matter how glorious the future maybe. "Lets just go to sleep." He said softly. He got up and turned off the light and stumbled his way back and hitting his knee on the chair. He let out a sharp 'OWW!'. "Are you okay?'' I giggled. "Peachy." He said holding back the pain.
I got of the bed and helped him. "I haven't quiet gotten used to my new surroundings, but how could you see to help me on the bed?" He asked. "Well um uh uh, I can't lie to you, I never told anyone this but, I can see in the dark, I can even do this..." I said and then made my eyes flash glow in the dark. "Wow how did you do that!" He asked astonished. "Well my mom when she was birthing me they had tried this new type of epidural that was supposed to be healthier but ended up giving me the ability to do that." I admitted "That's coolest thing I've ever seen!" He exclaimed. "I can change the colors and even bring up photos and videos of things that are in my memory. " I said "Tell me of a time we were together." "How about when we were on our way to the pent for the first time and you woke up in my lap." He suggested. I think back to that time concentrated really hard and make a picture of his face come up and I start laughing."Oh yeah I forgot you drew on my face." he laughed "That is amazing why didn't you ever tell anyone?''. "I don't know I just though people would think I'm weird." I admitted.
"But your not It just makes you more perfect, plus I like girls that are short that love to sing and are good at it, and I know that your good at it. I remember when you got the solo in choir, you were the best everyone did good but they were all shy and quiet but you stood out in you choir you sung out and were confident. Another thing I like in a girl." he said. My eyes began to water, not because what he said was beautiful which it was. It was because our old choir teacher died. I brought him in for a hug. "I miss Mrs. Cavate, she is the reason I love singing. I always was put down for my singing and I couldn't remember a lyric to save my life, but then I came to her choir. She had us all sing 'Just The Way You Are' to see the talent see had to work with, back when I was in the 6th grade choir you didn't have to addition. She said that two people were harmonizing perfectly, she made us sing again and she traced it to me and Kenna." I said.
"So she had us stand up in front of the class and sing. Everywhere I went in school people where complimenting me, I went up to Kenna after class and asked her it was happening to her to and said that it was. We found it utterly insane. That's why I miss her so much, other than how nice she was and other things." I admitted. "Come on lets lay down, for real this time." he said with a yawn. I nodded even if he couldn't have seen it. We both got under the covers, he put his hands around my waist and I put mine around his neck. He leaned forward and kissed my cheek, I watched his lips move as he quietly whispered "I love you." Then he fell asleep. His word echo in my head, I study his face as he sleeps. I have never had someone who wasn't family say that to me, wow. I have had boyfriends before but were never that serious. I decided to go to sleep.
*DREAM*
I was in a nice house and it was mid day I was watching t.v., some show I had never seen when I heard something outside. I walk out of the house and I was immediately pushed up against the wall, (Not in a violent way.) by Cameron and he started kissing me. I didn't resist, but then he was pulled away Gavin and he punched him. He came up to me and whispered in my ear it's all better making me quiver at his words then kissed me, oddly his kiss was better than the one with Cameron. Then Cameron pulled him away and started punching him. "Stop!" I shouted. "Please just choose." The begged in unison. "Fine I choose," I say but then is interrupted by Mrs. Cavate floating down out of the sky dressed like an angle. "Serena I have been watching over you, one you can answer this question you know who to choose, Who is Serena Gloss?
*END OF DREAM*
I sprung my eyes open, got even dream me knows who to pick. "You okay, you were clinging on to me pretty tight." He said. "I'm fine." I said. "I just had a odd but peaceful dream." I said. "Okay," He said and pulled out his phone "Hey it's only a few minutes till we have to wake up for school so lets just get ready." "Oh yeah I forgot today is the first of school." I muttered nervously. "Don't be nervous, you have Peyton and Karan to show you around!'' he said cheering me up. "Also Cameron." I mentioned. "Oh yeah, him to." He said dully. ''Jealous." I coughed. He chuckled alittle "Sure am, how could I not." He smiled. He started leaning in like last night, "Gavin!" I scolded causing him to blush. "Sorry." he whispered staring at his shoes. "It's okay," I said.
He pulled me so fast I couldn't react and kissed me I tried to pull back but he was holding on tight and I stomped on his foot. "Gavin, I ment I forgive you! Not that I liked that you were gonna do!" I whispered yelled and stormed out. I walked and up the hallway and to my room and got dressed and what I realised is, just like the dream, Gavins kiss was better. I got dressed trying to forget.
