"Babe, I don't feel so hot. Actually, i-I f-feel..." Your words began to drift in and out as you collapsed to the couch, your vision blurring.
"Y/N... Please... CoMe BAck... Stay." Was all you heard until a deafening silence erupted in your ears, everything went black. Billie rushed to you instantly as he yelled to your oldest daughter to dial 9-1-1.
"Please, Y/N hold on don't go. Your supposed to make it, they didn't lie!" Billies eye's filled with tears as he held the woman that held his heart. The doctor's had said you had cancer by your heart but it was stopped and you should be fine. What if they lied?
"Hey there, I'm Billie. I saw you were alone and thought I'd introduce myself." The guy you've been starring at finally walked over. He has these gorgeous green eye's that you just can't wrap your mind around. They are perfect.
"Hi I'm Y/N, I'm new to Rodeo or California in genral." You responded meekly. He's really handsome all over.
"Since your new why don't I take you out tonight?" He smiled and a blush formed across your cheeks.
"I would love that." You gave him your number and that night he took you out. You both had just walked the streets of Rodeo and Berkley. He bought you dinner as well.
"Kids! Get your shoes on Mom's going to the hospital NOW!" Billie yelled with as steady of a voice as possible. "Please Y/N don't leave me." He whispered holding your cold limp body. The breath had already left your lungs.
"Listen Y/N I know we've only known each other for two months, but it doesn't take long to know if your in love. I truely am in love with you. There's not a day that goes by I don't think of you, your on my mind when I wake up and go to sleep. If I never got to see you again, I would die. One day without you is an eternity, that's why I'm asking you this so hopefully I can wake up to see your gorgeous eye's every morning for the rest of my life because there is no one I would rather see. Y/N, will you please, please, be my wife?" Billie was on one knee with a beautiful ring that had a mix of your birthstones on it and the inside had your names and the date you met. Tears filled your eyes as you realized as well, you can't live without him.
"Yes Billie, I love you so much. Yes!" You smiled and he twirled you around as fireworks lit up the sky. That's why he took you to the cliff you had your first kiss on with him for the 4th Of July. You can't wait to spend the rest of your life with him.
An ambulance has already got you and Billie is riding with you. Your oldest daughter Riley is driving your two sons, Joey and Jakob, they are both now 24. The kids were visiting.
"Is she going to make it?" Billie choked out the words through sobs squeezing you cold hand. Your flesh is a deathky pale and you your eye's were closed by the medics. They just gave him a sympathetic smile without answering.
The dress you bought was absolutely gorgeous. Your dream wedding dress and your dream guy, your life is finally on track. Your mom laced the corset back on it for you as your bestfriend put the white roses in your hair. Your little sister handed you your flowers.
"I can't believe my little girl is getting married." Your father whispered walking you down the isle to the love of your life and your other half. This is it, this is your dream life beginning now. About 4 years later you found out you were pregnant with your daughter. Doctors had told you you would never had children but you did.
Now the medics have rushed you into the hospital and are working on reviving you. The kids are crying and Billie is unable to comfort them. Riley called Mike and Tré since they were your closest friends to come help. Billie was pushing everyone away. He can't live without you.
"Mr. and Mrs. Armstrong, would you like to see your two baby boy's?" The nurses asked carrying two small blue blankets with little babies in them.
"Yes." You said about to cry, the nurses handed you Joey and Billie Jakob. Joey has your eye's and Billie's hair, same for Jakob. Riley was sitting by your bed, her Y/H/C locks were a mess since you went into labor at 3 in the morning. She has Billies beautiful green eye's that you can't ever get tired of seeing. It's strange how she got your hair color and the Billie's eye's and the boy's got opposite of her. Joey was silent and Jakob started crying.
"Oh no, I think I broke it." Billie was worried since Riley didn't cry when she was born either. I just giggled at his nervousness.
"Mr. Armstrong would you please come back." A nurse said and Billie did as directed. The kids stayed in the waiting area.
"We're afraid she won't be around to much longer. I'm terribly sorry but you'll have to be the one to tell her." The woman said. Billie broke down crying. He fell to the floor sobbing unable to control himself. The nurse tried consoling him but he shived her away. He wanted to be alone or with you.
"Mom! Dad!" You children ran in jumping on your bed with you both."It's your 30th anniversary!"
"Riley, your to old for this, all of you are actually." Billie said and everyone laughed. Looking at your chuldren you remembered how small they were. How you and Billie used to play with them outside and build forts with them. Now it's gone and your both getting be fairly old. Billie leaned over and kissed your lips soft and sweetly. Just like he did when you got married. "I still love you just as much as I did 30 freaking years ago."
"I love you to babe." You smiled and the kids left you alone for a bit.
Billie walked in your room and you smiled at him not knowing. The look on his face said it all though.
"Hey gorgeous, how are you feeling." He sat by you gasping your hand.
"Like shit." Your waiting for him to say it. Say you won't see your daughters wedding, say your dieing.
"Baby, listen," He had to stop to hold back a sob.
"I'm dieing aren't I?" You smiled sadly, you don't want to but you have no choice. He just nodded and hugged you sobbing hard onto your shoulder. He kissed you like he did about 40 years ago on your wedding day. "Billie be strong for our kids. They might not be young but they got a ways to go."
"Y/N please, don't talk like I'm never gonna see you again. I will real soon, I'm an old man now I don't have to long. I still love everything about you. Your eye's, your beautiful hair, your perfect skin, your soft lips, the way you laugh, how you smile, the way you always try to make everyone happier. There will not be one day that goes by I don't think of you, your my one and only. Your my other half. Without your I'm going to be lost, waking up in the morning without you will kill me alone. I love you Y/N." He sobbed to you and held onto you. Tears fell down both of your cheeks, you didn't mind not getting to say bye to your kids or friends as terrible as it sounded, you just wanted to die in the arms of the man that made you live.
"I love you too Billie Joe Armstrong, always will and always have." With that the machine flat lined and you were gone. Billie had to be puked out of the room. He was screaming your name and fighting the nurses wanting to hold onto you, not wanting to leave you. He's never been this broken before, broken hearts can kill.
Cried during this just so sad. Sorry about the sadness read a fob fanfic somewhat similar and had to put my twist on it. Now I'm going to cry myself to sleep at 1:20 in the morning.
