Thought We Had It All (Chris Brown Fan Fiction)

Chapter 25

Nasia (P.O.V)

I woke up today with a headache an my eyes puffy I sighed loudly an got out the bed I moped to the bathroom I turned on the shower an sat my rag an towel on the toilet I looked in the mirror to see my eyes red an one of my eyes purple an a big purple bruise on my back in my my back purple an black

I shook my head an disappointment I feel so weak I can't believe all that's happen chris came back,we got together, found out he's been with my best friend this whole time an he hit me an now were over like wtf all this shit in not even 2 fucking days I'm so fucking stressed out

I shook my head at the thoughts running threw my head I hopped in the shower an let the hot water hit my skin it felt so relaxing I washed up an turned off the shower an turned on the tub I layed my head back against the wall I grabbed the raiser an start cutting my skin I just let the blood flow down my arm

Maybe death will be peacefully maybe everyone will be happy with me gone maybe I'll finally be happy an every one will forget me an maybe I'll stop hurting maybe all the pain will go away

I felt a burning sensation on my arm than I felt everything becoming blurry I looked up an my mama J was screaming than everything went black

Chris (P.O.V)

I woke up with my eyes puffy an a slight headache I got up an went to the bathroom I looked in the mirror I looked really bad I had bags under my eyes my eyes were red an straches on my face I can't believe Nasia left I really fucked up

I hopped in the shower an washed up I got out an dryed off an did my hygiene

I went in my closest in put on black V-neck an white black pyramid sweat pants with black pyramid going down the side in black letters with my black and white Nikes

I layed on my bed an start thinking of everything that's going on than my phone strarted ringing so I picked it up without looking at the caller I.D

*Phone Convo*

Honey:Chr....is

It sounded like she been crying I wonder what's wrong

Me:what's up, what's wrong?

Honey:Na......sia

My whole body froze

Me:what's wrong with Nasia? Is sh...e ok

I was on the verge of tears

Honey: she tryed to kill her self

Honey said breaking down I immediately grabbed my phone and car keys an ran out the house an I jumped In my range rover an sped to the hospital almost getting into 4 accidents

Once I got there I ran to doors I went straight to the window

Me:what room is Estwanasia Jackson in?

Lady:I'm sorry sir I can't you give that info

Me: WTF YOU MEAN YOU CANT GIVE ME INFO ON MY FUCKING GIRLFRIEND BITCH YOU BETTER FIGURE IT OUT FOR I FEED YOUR PUSSY TO PENGUINS IN THIS BITCH

The lady looked scared asf than I saw tyga he was calling me over so I sent the lady a glare an made my way over to him

Me:where is she

Tyga: floor 5 room 555

I nodded an ran to the elevators once I got to the floor 5 I checked all the doors 553 no, 554 no, 555 bingo I opened her door to see her sleeping peacefully than I looked over an her mom was crying silently

Me: hey Mama

Mama:hello hunny how are you

Me;just getting by but how is she?

Mama: she's ok she should be waking up soon

Me:ok

I took a sit an waited for her to wake up I hope she forgives me because lord knows I can't live without her

Nasia (P.O.V)

I woke up in some unknown room I look to my left my mama J was there I looked to my right in chris was there with his head in his hands I'm still pissed off at him but I still love him more than anything

Me: chris

Chris looked up at me an smiled I returned it

Chris: how are you feeling

Me: ok what happened

Chris than look down I was Tryna see what he was looking at than I notice he was looking at arm I pulled up my selve an it was cuts on there my skin looked so ugly I just feel stupid I usually feel stupid but now I feel.... Even stupider

Me:oh

Chris: why did you do it Nasia

I looked at him like wtf

Me: you wanna know why I did it? I did it because I've been hurt to much by you first you cheated on me than left me for my best friend than hit me so I'm tired of it chris all you do is hurt me all I've been to you is caring I loved you with everything in me I've been so faithful to you so it's never enough is it you made me feel like I wasn't good enough for you an your right you deserve better than me chris your perfect an I love you so much but I think you need someone who is not as stupid as me you deserve the best

By now I was in tears I than felt arms wrap around me I looked up an it was chris he was crying to

Chris: babe I'm so so sorry for hurting you I wish I could go back in time in change it but I can't an you think I'm perfect na you are doe an I don't need no other female because you are the BEST ok an don't ever down your self again

Me: ok

He than kissed me so I grabbed his neck and kissed him back I than heard someone yawning I looked over an my mama J was just now waking up

Me: Mama J

Mom: hey baby

Me: hey

She came over an hugged me

Mom: are you ok? Do you need anything?

Me: no mama J but thank you can you go get the kids an the crew for me

She nodded her head an left out after a fee moments she came back in with my 3 muffins an the crew

Christopher:MOMMY!

He ran in my arms an hugged me I hugged him back awe I love my baby Nyli an Christina joined me I hugged them and the crew we than talked an chilled until the doctor came in

Doctor: Hello Ms.Jackson

Me: hello

Doctor: how are you

Me: I'm fine

Doctor: good good

Me: when can I leave

Doctor:tomorrow morning

Me: ok thank you

Doctor:welcome

The doctor left an I yawned I am kinda tired

Chris: babe get some sleep

Me: ok

I said goodbye to everyone an everyone left except chris an my mama J

took the kids to her house