only us. / jacob sartorius

Trust issues (20)

My eyes went wide as Blake's name appeared on my phone, notifying he is FaceTiming me. I thought I blocked him? I took a deep breath of anger and fear as I pressed the green button. Seconds later, I caught a sight I didn't want to see. Blake was holding the phone at an angle I could see, and I watched him make out with Kailey. He didn't bother making eye contact, as he knew I would instantly be in shock.

I nodded my head, tears brimming my eyes, and hung up. She knew what he did to me. She knew. I processed what I just saw, and thought about how much I trusted Kailey. I know it's her life and all, but for god's sake she chose someone who made a horrible impact on me. I laughed as I began to type a message...

Me: lmao I get it. Kailey, you know my past. You know what has happened to me, and who had done it. I think we should take a break, A long one.  Thanks for always being there for me, and stabbing me in the back. Lots of love girly, bye.

I sent it and shut my phone off. It seems like whenever I start to become happy reality hits me again. At least I have Jacob and Ariana, let's pray they are loyal. Better yet, tomorow is Monday. I grabbed my crappy chrome book the school provided every student with and checked my online agenda. I had a project to finish up, so I got to work on it. I added finishing touches and extra information and saved it to be presented to next week. I rubbed my eyes, smearing my mascara, and looked at the time. It was already around five, yet I still had a little time to kill.  I grabbed my often used pennyboard and wallet and skated down the street. After a good five minutes I arrived at chipotle. I was quite fortunate to live so close to these places.

I walked in to the delicious smelling restaurant. The lady in the black uniform smiled at me waiting for me to order. I asked for a burrito with double steak and white rice like always, as she step by step began making what I asked for. I made my way to the end of the line and politely asked for a Dr. Pepper. I payed, responded with a energetic "thank you", and sat at a window seat. I ate as I scrolled through Kailey's pointless apology texts and stalked people on Instagram. I finished my burrito and continued walking around the small shopping area.

I stopped by American eagle and purchased three tank tops and cute/soft dress. On the way out I bumped into Kailey. I looked at her for a split second and skated home as fast as I could. I wanted her to know I was pissed so therefore I didn't care if she was trying to apologize. Running up the steps, I slightly tripped and kept running. I hung up my recently bought clothes and got ready for school the next day; packing my backpack, washing my face, brushing my teeth, picking out my outfit, and lastly straightening my hair. I jumped into my bed, instantly falling asleep after a semi-stressful day.

(A/n: this story is really bad :( is it ughh)