It Wasn't My Fault

Chapter 5

Maya'Pov
I sighed and let it go.I was just staring at my desk and thinking of what she said.She was right at some point.Lucas is just handsome, cute and so perfect.I know he has a texas Lucas side where he beats people if he really gets mad but i love him with all of his flaws.But i don't deserve him.I'm just ugly and fat and i have nothing beauitful inside me.....Wait did i let Missy get to me?No,no these are my thoughts,not hers.
I was still staring at my desk and didnt hear Riley who was keep telling me something.
-MAYA! She yelled.
-Oh sorry i didn't hear you before.
-It's okay but you don't seem fine
-Im fine,Riles
-Maya
She said with a "why the fuck you lying" look.
-Im okay,i really am.Now lets go lunch.Im starving.
•one week later•
~12:00 am~
It was finally lunch.Means no Missy drama for a bit.
And i was wrong..
I got a text message.Of course it was from Missy.
"Heyy hyd Maya?I hope you're doing bad because you know,i hate you. Aha
just like everyone bc im normal and i think the way everybody does.But you and your little group don't so you're anormal .I knew it😂.So bitchy face haven't you cut yet?Ughh just die!(Im gonna spell it bc you don't get it)N-O-B-O-D-Y W-A-N-T-S YOU H-E-R-E!
Okay? So please commit suicide and make this world a better place!! Bye for now.Hates,
Missy"
The messages was getting worse so was bullying.I really thought of cutting but i knew there are people who cares about me and they will be sad,right?
But seriously why do they care?
Im nobody.
Im unwanted.
Im worthless.
-Maya?Maya?
I heard.
-Yeah,Riley?
-What does the message say?
Oh and i told Missy stopped bullying me after that day,and we also never told Farkle and Lucas she bullied me so they have no idea what is going on with me.
-Oh its..its nothing.
-Maya what is it?
-I told you its nothing just eat your lunch! I yelled
She seemed very confused.
-Maya,what is going on?
Lucas asked.
-Why do you care?
I asked.
-Maya this is the dumbest thing ive ever heard.I care about you because you're my friend Maya.I love you.And i care about you.
-Im...sorry..?
-Its okay but are you going to tell us whats going with you?
-.......
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Short chapter?Soo i know nobody reads this or my story but what do you guys think about the story so far?