A Demon's Love (The Demon King, #2) ON HOLD

Chapter 7 - Dinner

Authors Note:

Hey guys, so I know it's been a long while since I've been on Wattpad. About ten months, which is crazy since I used to be so active on here. I love how you all cared so much about me, I got so many messages from you all asking if I was okay. I had so many messages from you guys telling me you were worried about me and that you didn't care whether I updated my stories or not, as long as I gave some indication that I was okay. Honestly I love you all so much! I didn't think people cared about me that way, let alone people I don't even know.

So you probably want some sort of explanation from me but tbh I don't know what to say. First off, I've been really busy with school that I didn't have any time whatsoever to devote to writing. Writing used to be a very huge priority for me but it isn't anymore. I do it as a hobby because its fun and I love it so much. I just never found time anymore for it which upsets me. On top of that, I lost all motivation to write. And it wasn't only writing but literally everything in my life. I don't know what is wrong with me, but I honestly hate life. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't want to read or write, or socialize with anyone or go to school or do any of the things I love.

I was just down in the slumps for a very long while and I hated everything. I didn't want to deal with the world anymore. All I wanted was to lock myself in my room and never come out. I was just in a very low point in my life and I still don't know what is wrong with me. I've been feeling really lonely lately even though I have so many people in my life. I just feel like no one understands how I feel.

I've been hating on myself a lot too. And that's really made me want to stay home all the time and not show myself to the world because I don't want the world to see me. My confidence and self esteem are the lowest its ever been (and its been real low my entire life) and because of that, I guess I don't want to do anything.

I know you probably don't want to here about my problems but I just felt like I needed to say that. I needed to get some of it out and I need you all to understand why I haven't been able to update. I will try to start writing and updating my stories again though. I really do like writing and want to keep it as a hobby. I feel like it also provides an escape for me from life and all my problems.

Anyways, I won't bore you any further. Enjoy this chapter and let me know what you think :) Also, I might be updating another chapter, quite soon ;)
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It was the next day at school and I was sitting in English class trying my hardest to pay attention to the teacher. But I couldn't because I kept getting distracted and thinking about Dimitri and the dreams we've both been having. He had a horrible dream which was why he came to my room so rattled. I understand how he felt because I myself felt the same when I had that horrible dream last night.

We've been through so much together that I can't bear more. I just want everything to be okay and always remain good with us. I want to happily be with him. Was that too much to ask for?

Once English class was over, I ran out as it was lunch time and I needed to see Dimitri. I  needed to know he was still mine and that nothing would ever come between us. Dimitri had told me to meet him in the forest we were at yesterday so we'd be all alone together. I was making my way there when suddenly I bumped into someone. "I'm sorry." I muttered out before looking up to find a tall guy staring back at me. He smiled down at me with a knowing look in his eyes. He had dirty blonde hair with twinkling blue eyes. He was undeniably attractive and I could already feel the gaze of the many girls in the hallway, staring at us. Normally I would've been ecstatic that I managed to bump into someone as attractive as him, but I was with Dimitri. Dimitri was more attractive than anyone I've ever met and I know I'd never be able to love anyone other than him.