I hate you, I love you

Chapter 12

My heart stopped beating, my lungs stopped producing air, my brain exploded and my eyes were filled with tsunami-sized waves.

"N-no this can not be true" I said

"We're sorry"

"NO, WHERES MOM? WHERE?" I said and panicked.

"We're so sorry-"

"NOOO" I screamed and took my hands in my hair.

-

"So, you can either live with a foster family, or live with your uncle/aunt. You're under 18, so you can't live alone." One of the police officers said

"I'm turning 18 in a week."

"Okay, but until that, you've to live somewhere else"

"Can I live with my best friend?" I said and looked down. I couldn't almost talk, because my voice was literally gone.

"If it is okay with them"

"Mhm" I said

-

I was laying in my bed and cried. I couldn't believe that my mom died. I've no parents now. My dad died when I was 10, and I don't have any siblings. I do regret that I said my mom was annoying and stupid, etc. I'm so stupid. I hate myself, I don't wanna be alive anymore. I don't deserve to be alive. I hate life, and life hates me.

-

Next day

I wanted to stay home forever, but the police officers talked to the teachers and they forced me to go to school. I just finished packing my bags, ready to leave. But I'm coming back to this house in one week. I promise. I decided to stay at Lodo's. I think it's okay. I went to her house and knocked on the door. Lodo opened and looked at me with a confused face.

I told her everything

"Oh Martina I'm so sorry, of course you can live here. Come in"

-

"Do you want anything to eat or drink?" Lodo asked

"Yes please"

"I'll be right back" she said and went to the kitchen.

I sat down in the couch. And after a few minutes Lodo came with a tray of nachos. My favorite. I love Mexican food.

"Oh I forgot the guacamole" she said and ran in to the kitchen.

-

We had a very fun night. We ate the nachos and watched movies. Comedy movies of course. The comedy movies and the night made me happy, and I needed that. I tried to stop thinking about my mom. I don't wanna cry. And Lodo's parents are taking care of me. They're like my parents. They're always so nice to me. But I'll never forget my parents. It was school today, but the school starts 11 AM today, so we got time.
Me and Lodo had pillow fight, and we listened to music. Her mom made pancakes, egg and bacon, sandwiches and hot chocolate for breakfast. We ate the breakfast and did our morning routine and went to school.

-At school-

Me, Lodo and Mechi walked in the corridor, on our way to the classroom.
I told Mechi everything that happened. We went in to the classroom and the lesson began.

-

The lesson was boring and I decided to go home. I didn't want to be in the school, and I don't care what the teachers or police officers say, I'll go home. I went to my locker and put everything in it, closed it and went. I felt a hand on my butt and I turned around saw Peter.

"Where are you going?" He asked

"Home"

"But you don't have a home"

"W-wh-"

"Everyone knows about your mom..." He said and smirked

I felt a tear rolling down my cheek. How did he know?

"How do you know?"

"I've my ways" he said and laughed and slapped me

"Ouch" I said and ran home to Lodo.

Jorge' s pov

"Mom stop" I said

"But Jorge you've to. It's just a school"

"I know but I do like my school now"

"Jorge, do what I say."

"No"

"Please Jorge it's the last year of school, you can do this."

"But my friends then? Huh?"

"You can still hang out."

"But if we move to buenos Aires it'll take 5 hours to drive to my friends."

"Jorge-"

"NO, I'm not gonna move to buenos Aires and start in that school"

"JORGE, DO WHAT I SAY OR ILL SEND YOU TO YOUR FATHER IN NEW ZEALAND."

"OKAY THEN, BUT REMEMBER THAT I HATE YOU"

"Go pack your bags now. We're leaving in four hours"