It was darkness that surrounded me
Unable to see at all
But I knew when I did
All will be lost
It was warm
This darkness was warm and muggy like New Orleans after a storm
Sticky almost
I felt like the life getting sucked out of me
I didn't want to move
It was quiet
Then whispers that I couldn't tell what they were saying
A voices that seemed to be moaning in anguish
It was like memories playing in my mind like a video recorder
My life like a movie played before my eyes
The memories I cherished the ones I tried to push away
All were here
I wanted to go back
Change
Life was to short to waste
My last memory played and it was me going to sleep
But only the person didn't look like me
It looked more like my grandmother
Old
Tired
Smiling
I wanted to go back to that life oddly
The darkness started squeezing around me more as if it was trying to push me somewhere
I felt as if this was the last time I would remember any of this
The last time I would be me
Remember my thoughts
Honestly it was all a dream and I would wake up soon
There was a light
It was too bright for my eyes
It was a blinding white light
Something grabbed me and started pulling me into the light
It was terrifiing honestly
I started to fight it but the darkness was to tight and sticky
To persist in wanting me out
I couldn't
The brightness was cold my eyes were shut
My ears were barely hearing
When I opened my eyes
I stared to cry
The light was taking my memories
The memories I held dear
They were all fading the faster I tried to hold on to them
I cried
And cried
The only thing I could make hear is talking
I couldn't understand
I was numb to any feeling
I felt to devestad
They only thing I could make out was someone repeating the words
'It's a girl'
