Loving him is my weakness.... [EXO'Kai Imagine]

      Does his fame makes us apart or he don't love me anymore? I really miss the time when we are always stick together..... Will he come back for me?Because I want him to come back to me..

        Kai and I dating and hanging out for five years.We were famous love birds back in high school.I always want to know why he love me?Because handsome guy like him can get every girl he wants.I curious to know why?When I asked about that he look straight to my eyes,hold my face with his two big warm hands and said "No reason...I just love you [Y/N].I love you for no reason like lungs need oxygen to survive and heart needs blood for circulation.When I saw you for the first time,my heart melted and feel like I finally found something true".His answer makes me smile shyly.I also believe that our love is strong and it'll never break.

          I love him so much and I let myself to live under his control.My life is in his hands,he can throw it away or just keep it forever.His dream is to become a singer.He's also crazy about dancing and he's really good at it.I love to watch him dance and love to listen when he sings.It makes me freeze and I totally forget about everything and all I see is him.I also support his dream.His flawless face,perfect body and his absolute dancing skill are meant to be an idol.But I truly didn't know that having an idol boyfriend can lead to the place called heart break......

          Our relationship was flawless and so smooth until he decided to join SM town as a trainee.We still keep in touch and have some dates in his trainee life.He always sent me back home after a date.Walk to my home from bus stop while hanging our hands tide and we singing songs together until we finally reached the door of my home.Before I get in,he kiss my forehead and said 'Good night,[Y/N]! Have a sweet dream with me! The day that we don't have to say good bye will be come soon.I promise!".He always watches me going into the house and goes back to his home when my room is light out.I love the way he care about me.

         His cares and his love slowly disappear after his debut.He debut with other eleven boys as 'EXO'.Their group becomes one of the most famous boys groups not only in Korea but also all over the world.As his fame grows bigger,his love on me goes lesser.I have noticed about that but I never talk to him because he is so busy with his work and we can only meet rarely so I don't to ruin our precious meeting and I don't want to disturb him.

            One year after his debut,we haven't met for six months.At first,he text me and call me often but now even if I text him or call him,he didn't reply and call back.He gives me different excuses about his work.I was so foolish that I didn't think he would be cheating on me..

                I remember the day that I found out he has another girl.I completely lost my mind and don't know what to do.All TV programs,newspaper and interviews are all about him and his new girlfriend like how they meet,how they fall in love..Those makes my heart aches and feel like it going to pump out of my body all I can do crying loudly and shout "WHY...WHY HE DO LIKE THAT TO ME....?Did I ever do something terrible to him?'.Thinking too much make me crazy and wild.In a mean while someone call my cell phone and I check the numbers that haven't call me for long time.I happily pick up and said "Jong-In,the news are rumors,right?They are just useless gossips right?Tell me,plz!'. But Kai said "[Y/N],it's all true.as you already know this so I don't have to talk you anymore..huuu...!". He said so easily for a girl who had been dating him for over fiver years? "Wh..What did you just say?'. "I know you heard me.I don't want to say it twice again.So,I think we've done here.Good bye [Y/N]! I really had a great time with you!'. Then he hang up before I couln't say anything to him...

               From that day,I keep waiting for him to come back to me....I miss the days that he take me back my home.His promise that he gave me in front of my house is also dissapear like he never gave one.I still looking out my window whether will he wait outside until my room is light out but i don't think it'll happen like that again.Tears are falling down slowly on my cheek and try my best to sleep.................

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