Secret Sang

Coming Home

I don't know what I want to do. The boys all said that I can go home with them because the house I bought is still there under my name, and even if it wasn't they just want me to go with them.

But I am not sure if I want that. I know that it will be hard without them, but I do need to live my life, and I have always done what everyone else wanted me to do.

Thinking about never being with them makes me sad; I am not even sure if they will still feel the same way if I go back with them. They may just feel this way now because of what we have all just gone through.

When you look at it they are all handsome, and I am just some girl that has problems and I am not the best looking. They can do so much better, and they might see that when they spend more time with me.

The first face the pops into my mind is North; if I leave them here I will miss the way he looks grumpy at everyone, but as soon as he looks at me you can see a small smile on his face although he doesn't want anyone else to see it. However when we are alone he is always happy to just be with me. I will also miss being able to talk to him in Russian and Greek. But I should always be able to find him because he is my North Star.

Then I think of Nathan, the sexy martial artist. He was one of the first of the boys I learned about. The first thing that I liked about him was his hair; I just loved the colour. I will miss him always wanting to swim with me just so he can see me in my swimsuit, but I think all the guys like me in it. If the little Mermaid was like the Disney story then I wish I could be his Ariel to my Eric.

Next, I think about the sexy Greek God Silas. If I leave I will really miss him flirting with me in Greek. I remember the first day I met him and he said 'Geia sas Aggele mou, o Élli̱nas Theós eínai edó̱' I liked that he called me an angel and found it funny when he called himself a Greek God; but at least he knows he looks good.

Then there is Mr. Owen Blackbourne. I thought he was just perfect, and I still do, but I do still want to make him open up more, and get a good look at what is under all that polished diamond exterior. Also, seeing him without his black rimmed glasses is hot.

Before I can think of anyone else they all came into my room. I would be mad that they didn't knock if that door wasn't already open.

Sean steps up and pulls me into a hug. "So my little Pookie Apple Pie have you thought about coming home with us?"

Looking at all the boys they are waiting for an answer, and there is no way that I can be away from these boys; they saved me from my father. I don't know what would have happened if they hadn't come and found me. I need them in my life, so I nod my head and they all have a smile on their faces. Even Mr. Blackbourne has a bigger one than his normal millimetre smile.

They don't seem to care about my past, and they came for me when my father took me away. Luke even got shot for me.

What more could a girl want in a guy or 9 of them. They are all different, but they have everything; even if one person didn't then the others make up for it.

"I can't wait to go back with you and just get on with my life. If you are all part of it all the better. I know we haven't known each other long, but you all mean so much to me already," I can feel tears starting to make it hard to see.

"We would love for you to come back with us, Sang Baby," North says.

"Kólasi nai aggele . Tha íthela polý gia na érthei píso se emás" Silas says to me and North nods his head with him. (Hell yes, angel. I would love for you to come back with us.)

Gabriel starts to cuss up a storm. I noticed from the first time I meet him that he doesn't like people saying stuff in a different language, because even though he knows no one is talking about him he is still self conscious. "What the fuck did you just say?"

"He said that he would love for me to come back with you guys. I can't wait for us to go home, and I will get to be a sort of normal teenage girl," I say to all of them.

I have always done what everyone else has told me to do. First it was my mother and father and then it was MI6, but I hope that now I will be away from all of them I can just do my own thing with the boys around me.

When I finish packing, and talking to the boys, we all go down to the living room where Kay is. We will be leaving later tonight because Kota needs to get home to his mother and sister.

He has kind of left them for a while, the same with Luke and North needing to get back to Uncle. Silas needs to help his dad with his brother and Gabe needs to help Pam. They heard that Pam got a new boyfriend that has been trouble.

I run up to Kay to give him a big hug. He was always great to me and I will miss him, but I also know that if I need him all I have to do is call.

"Well I am going to say good bye now because I have to go out and I don't think I will be back in time to see you guys off. But, you know where everything is and there will be someone to lock up after yourself," Kay says to us and then goes to leave.

He turns around and says in his best Arnold Schwarzenegger accent "Hasta la vista, baby."

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