~i hate it~

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I don't have a lot to do tonight
Probably just gonna pick up the pieces of this pointless fight
Within myself, it's honestly
The only thing
That's keeping me
From doing something I'll regret- I'm right.

Don't tell me I'm wrong because I hurt too much to care
If you punch me or kick me
That, I could bare
The only thing
that will ruin me
is if you weren't there

all I can ask is how can I breathe
When the world is falling down at my feet
How do I speak
How do I stay
If I only want to leave, run away

From you and the pain
The thoughts of today
But I know it'll follow me
It's bottled up inside, you see
So all I can do
is fall back to you
Because you're all I want to breathe in
You're all that I believe in
And I hate it
Oh, I hate it

Poems by Someone With Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. (PTSD.)Where stories live. Discover now