My lifesaver

32.

3 days later...

After sleeping 2 hours it was morning and Connor's parents were waiting outside to pick me up.
Connor was doing just the same as yesterday and the day before.
We talked to him as much as we could and we supported each other.
The girl with short white blind hair is called marie.
She still hasn't told me why she was always In the hospital but I was too worried about con to ask her.
She seemed to not care so it will not be such a big of a deal I guess.

Connor's parents went in and I told Marie about how I met con.
She was so fascinated by the story and loved our relationship.
She told me about her girlfriend and get coming out story when I see people running into Connor's room.
"WHATS GOING ON ?"
I yell and stand up.
"Please stay calm and don't come in the room"
A man says and closes Connor's room.
What is happening?
What is this ?
Why ?
I sit down and place my head in my hands.

Everyone leaves Connor's room and I look at the people coming out of his room.
I look at their faces, they don't seem that sad.
I mean they could be used to it but if someone dies you're not gonna smile right ?
Connor's parents leave the room and walk up to me.
"Is he okay ?? What happened ??"
I aks them panicking
"Troye he woke up, you can go talk to him."
Everything arounds me stops spinning and I calm down.
He will be alright.
I open the door and see Connor smiling at me.
He's still so weak and he can barely move but he's here.

I grab his hand and give him a soft kiss.
"Hey wanna know what that suprise was ?"
I ask him and Connor slightly nods and smiles.
"I wrote you a song"
I whisper and clear my throat.

"We are runnin' so fast
And we never look back"

I start singing and I see me running behind Connor making sure he wasn't
going to do something stupid.

"And whatever I lack, you make up.
We make a really good team
Though not everyone sees
We got this crazy chemistry
Between us"

I think of Connor and I not winning the snowball fight but he told me we made a really good team even though his family didn't see it

"Jump starting your car 'cause this city's a bore
Buying e-cigarettes at the convenience store
Making new clichés on our own little tour
Let's ride
You don't have to say, "I love you," to say I love you
Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons"

I see me and Connor jumping in the car going on adventures, and telling him to forget about those stars and fuckinf do the dare on the beach

"We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue
Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money
All I need is you
All I need is you, you"

I look at Connor who is not holding my hand as tight as he did a minute ago but he smiled at me so I continued singing .

"We try staying up late
But we both are light weights
Yeah we get off our face, too easy
And we take jokes way too far
'Cause sometimes living's too hard
We're like two halves of one heart
We are, we are, we are"

"We're not a commercial for anyone else
We go out for coffee
And keep it to ourselves
We make little homes out of three-star hotels
And I know what you're feeling
'Cause I feel it as well"

I look at Connor, he was just staring at me with a big smile on his face.
He looked so happy.
Im glad I could sing it to him, I'm so glad he's still here.
I wanna sing this to him everyday.

"I love you so fucking much"
He says and gives me a little smile.
He looks so calm and just happy.
He then let go of my hand.

"I'm not done yet silly !"
I say

"All I need is you
All I need is you, you"

I sing and that's how the song ends.

"It's for you"
I say and look at Connor.

The machine starts making a weird noise and it looks like he's not breathing anymore.
My heart stops.

"SOMEONE HELP !"
I yell and 3 nurses come in the room.
They take Connor out and tell me to wait in the waiting room.

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