can you save me ( harry styles )

heavy talk

I pretend to think about it.

“ ok “ I laugh .

“1 liam only makes you believe he is normal and grown up but he is really as sneaky as Louis , dirty as you and so on.

2 they over react in niall and the food thing

3 zayn is not vain . he just needs to look good for the public

4 louis is everything they say he is , although he can be pretty grown up and normal

5 you don’t seem so happy anymore”I blush deep at the last statement.

For a second he just stairs at me before almost yelling “ never get bored again”.

I look at him shocked “ I cant help it im stuck in the couch “ I giggle.

He signs a few times before talking again “ you are very observing to see al that from stupid video’s”.

I look at him guilty.

“ but your right im not that happy anymore” I almost jump and do a victory dance I love to be right.

But seeing im stuck on the couch and I’m not willing to flash my underwear I stay foot.

Suddenly I hear the front door slam and I whisper a quick goodbye to harry before opening a game app.

My evening is the same as always boring and nothing special.

To be honest me and my boyfriend just live together .

We grown a part but neither of us wants to admit it.

As soon as he left me in the couch again the next morning and leaves I open skype and facebook.

No sight of harry .

Im a bit disappointed but what did you expect he is a selleb after all.

This goos on for 3 days he didn’t show up, not tweeted or anything.

Does he hate me because I found out?

After the 3th day I gave up hope .

By now I can move around again not like it was before the surgery but I can move around again.

With a heavy stomach I go to bed .

At 10 in the morning im eating cereal and am on facebook and skyping with my youngest sister rose.

“ hey rose I have to hang of for a second I got a second call ok ?” I ask my baby sis.

Wel not rally a baby cause she is about to turn 15.

She nods and I except the other call.

Im chocked as I see harrys face on the screen.

“ missed me “ he smiles.

I roll my eyes “ iff you would be here I would smack you senseless for vanishing 3 days “ I say with a strait face.

He pouts like the adorable puppy he is. “ im sorry but you hit me strait in the sensitive spot” he says serious.

And in seconds his play full mood is gone replaced by a frown and unhappy eyes .

“ you see I know you for about 4 days right?” he asks looking at the screen intently .

I nod .

“you are the first outsider to figure all those things out and to see past my barricade “ he signs.

Owww I would love to cuddle the sad boy.

Whaaat he look fragile.

“ im just bored and observing “ I try to giggle.

But the conversation is way to serious.

“ you see summer you have to promise me not to tell anyone ok ? “ he begs .

Im not the one to spill secrets im like all my friend shrinck  .

So I nod and bite my fingers in a promise way.

“ your right everything you said is true but the most of all about me. I love what I do but I feel so lonely” he looks down.

Aaawww why is he so freaking adorable and broken?

Poor hot boy .

“ lonely “ I ask?

He nods “ yeah I have my 4 best mates and all but I need a purpose in my life like someone to love me for me and not what all those fans believe I am. To see me who I am . you know “ he asks begging with his eyes that I understand.

I smile weak “ I cant understand harry cause im not in your position but I can try to and I realize what you try to say . but you will find someone some day , everybody does. Its just a bit harder for you than for other people” .

He looks at me like im gone crazy “ how come you are so good at everything “ he laughs .

I roll my eyes “ years of learning and observing ;)”

He looks around a bit , signs a bit , bites his lip a bit and then in a blur he says the words that turned my world around.

“ ifiwouldsentyouticketswouldyoucomeandjoinmeforawhile”.

I look at the screen “ come again?”

He blushes bright red “ if I would sent you tickets would you want to join the rest of the tour with me please “.

I mumble a quick excuse me and walk to my room.

I hide my face in my pillow and scream as loud as I can .

Then I call my sister.

“ rosiieee get your but and your  bags here we are going to amerika” I end the call.

Oops a bit to exited.