Hunter Rowland dirty imagines//smut//

Please read for me❤️(depression story)

(NOT FOR ATTENTION)

My story// there was a very very cute boy in all of my classes. We became friends really quickly. I told him everything and trusted him. He lead me on and made me feel important. He called me beautiful and his princes and everything. (While he has a girlfriend) one day it just changed. He got mad at me all the time for no reason and would randomly flip and call me names and ignore me. I would fix our relationship and always say sorry if I didn't do anything. We played truth or dare and he actually made me feel pretty and ignore my insecurities.
One night we facetimed. Normally we did it 2 times a week (or more for 6 hours) sometimes he would joke around and have fun, and be the kid I fell in love with. During this FaceTime he played me into telling him my insecurities. At the time he denied them and acted all sweet. The next day at school he told his friends and a group of girls who were mad at me. They pointed them out to the point I avoided school. I stopped eating, I had insomnia and I had anxiety.
After about 3 weeks of not talking i fell apart. He was the most important thing in my life.( he was like a real life Hunter to me..or I thought) I started cutting again and he knew. He started telling people about it. I cried even more. I had one friend and we had no classes.

One morning I had a doctors appointment. I had lost 10 pounds. I looked really tired too and depressed. I hid my scars but during my check up she asked about school and if I had any boys. I started to cry and loose it. I had never told anyone about this before but my one friend. They left the room to give me time. Not that long later they took my blood pressure and my blood pressure was really low. I had to take 'sugar tablets' to get my blood sugar up to take a shot. (It's hard to explain) I went to school that day, late. My friend texted the boy going off saying that it was his loss. He apologized to my face. I still didn't trust him. I started getting more and more depressed.

One of his friends(let's call him M) and I got very close and I told him some things. To this day he has never broken any promise or lost my trust. I had fought for my realtionship with the first kid all year. At the end of the year (the last week) we didn't talk. He ignored me and acted like I didn't exist. We have no classes together next year. He broke me. After school I  cut off all communication. I deleted all the texts, pictures, videos, blocked him on everything and deleted him from my life. It was hard trust me.
But the thing that caused that was he knew the day of my birthday. On his birthday we were mad (he was mad at me) and I wrote him a whole long birthday thing at midnight and worked really hard on it. On my birthday he saw the story on my friends snap (we hung out) and he did fm even text or anything. That's when I knew I had to delete him, so I did. No one else understands this but me. I cried knowing I won't be important to him next year I loved him. I was just a toy or confidence booster. There is so much to tell. I tried so hard for him.

(THIS IS ALL TRUE)

There was a fair and I went with my friends. Not expecting anything of it I went with my friends. M and I were walking together and flirting, because come on he's cute and not playing me. We turned the corner and I saw him. All of everything flooded back, M noticed and laced our fingers together and kept walking.
The kid 'tripped' and poured his whole red icee down my shirt. I ran away into the girls bathroom. I was crying. My friend was yelling at him and M followed. I was in the stall and I started having an anxiety attack. M came in and hugged me rubbing my back and whisper in comforting things until I could start breathing right. I took off my fair shirt and he gave me his sweatshirt. He smiled at me and wiped my makeup off my cheeks. I hugged him. We walked out and he was still there. I walked away trying to forget about him but I couldn't. I walked away from my friends while they were playing games to find him. He was with his brother. His brother felt bad so he left us alone in front of the horse barn. He looked at me for a while until I finally spoke up and yelled at him. He freaked. Soon enough into our argument I yelled at him and pulled up my sleeves and showed him what he did to me. He just shrugged and said it wasn't his fault and pushed me aside. I turned around and stood there. He looked hurt but why would I care. Before he could say anything M screamed my name and runned up hugging me. He went on and on about leaving him and how he was worried. We walked away and he kept his distance. He walked the other direction whenever he saw us. M had a camper on the grounds and he said my friend and I could stay there since his parents have to go home with his sister.
So we did.
NOTHING happened.
The other kid found out and spread around the fair we did stuff. So the next day I had his football shirt on because I didn't have other clothes except for shorts. And as we walked around I wasn't aware of this rumor until people started walking by and asking if I got this shirt from last night or some other stupid shit. I didn't. I was called a slut and a hoe. It didn't go well. We went back to the camper and stayed there until showing began so most hillbilly boys would be gone.
I went to the fair and saw him snickering. I walked up to him and slapped him right across the face. M smiled and ran away with me. When we got to the camper we cracked up but I was scared.
I didn't go to fair anymore.
After fair was over (1 week later) I got home. I realised I wasn't ready to see him again. I began to feel bad. He had done terrible things to hurt me, some I can't even type. That night I got a text..
"You stupid bitch why would u slap me honestly any time I ever called you anything but ugly was a lie"
I got off of my phone for a while after that. M went on vacation and we didn't text as much so I was drawn back towards him. Until I realized I was better without him.
To this day, I am happier, healthier and more confident than ever before. M and I are talking and I've never been better. I haven't seen him since fair and I don't plan to until next year. I just decided to tell you about my story to let you know, you will get through this. (This whole story happened over a long long long year) I've never been happier and it helps to tell someone about your issues or depression. I'm glad I have and had M with me or I don't know if I could've made it. I just want you to know I love you guys and that at my last a/n I talked about being 6 months clean and I wanted you to understand how big of a deal that is for me.
I love you and thank you for reading. My messages are always open. (Hunter helped so much in this journey but that's too personal of what all Hunter helped me with and what I told him)

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