My life upside down

New beginings

It was a snowy day and I was at my friend Alyssa house getting ready to go outside and play in the snow, when I got a text. I thought it would be my boyfriend Rogey, but it was Jackson the guy I've had a crush on since I was like 11 years old, and I'm 13 right now. I opened the Dm and had no idea that one text could save my life, then kill me again. All he said was hey, and I responded with a friendly hey and put my phone down to charge.  I then put snow clothes on and outside with Alyssa and her little sister ally. We built a snow castle with ally and I against Alyssa. We spent a good two or three hours before her mom called us in. After that we just sat inside with ally and I on our phones and Alyssa on her tablet. I was texting Jackson at the time too.  He then asked for my skype, and of course I didn't have one so he told me to get one so we can skype. We were on skype talking about random things for an hour when his parents called him down for dinner, and coincidental Alyssas mom called us out for dinner. When we were done with dinner I called him back at 9:00 and we stayed on skype until 3 am. By this time we had plans to hang out after school Monday, he was going to church with me Sunday, and he had to bring me candy to school that day so I can be hyper and annoy people. Throughout the day we talked and he walked me to classes while we both laughed our asses off. One passing period he made a bet with a 7th grader where the 7th grader ate hot sauce and he gave the 7th grader money. It was a really fun day, then 6th hour came. I admitted to my ex-girlfriend who was also my best friend that I liked him. Like a lot. After that she found him In the hallway and teased me saying that she had to talk to him.  Then 7th hour passed and she asked if I was for real before going out to the busses. I told her I was and then made my way to Alyssas buss, when she told me Carly told Jackson I liked him. My whole world was just like racing and I was wondering what he thought? What is gonna happen? What if it got back to my boyfriend, that I had a crush on his cousin? I went off on Carly and she said she didn't do it they were teasing me. He texted me and I was extremely relieved. We were on skype the entire weekend. Sunday morning It was weird to see my boyfriend who I didn't back the entire weekend and I lied and told him that my charger wasn't working right, of course Jackson and Alyssa knew it wasn't true. After service we rode the church van home but he didn't even sit by me, he sat by Alyssa! I was mad, so mad I was red. It was terrible! She always had to steal my boyfriends and crushes! I couldn't be happy just for once! We were at our stop and I didn't talk to nobody the entire ride. He got off at our stop and just walked back to his house, but not before giving me a hug. I gave him a hug then he said bye and I snorted and he said he'd sit by me that night if I'm gonna throw a tantrum like that, I just snorted again and he laughed. A few hours later Rogey and I were talking and we broke up because some chick named Lola texted him saying I was cheating on him. Later that night after church it was raining and he was hugging me because I was in a skirt with heels. Then we went to the youth building because it was a party for our new pastor. I sat on his lap because I was to lazy to get my own chair. Ashley pulled me out side and told me to back off Alyssa likes him. I asked her since when and she said since this morning, knowing that I liked him since 5th grade once again she took Alyssas side. I really didn't care tho, I got mad I went inside and Alyssa was talking to Jackson and I grabbed his hand and just to piss her and Ashley off more, who was behind me, I said babe we need to go outside and talk. We walked by the buss and he hugged me and put his hat on me and completely covered me to save me from the rain. He didn't know but I just broke down crying right there, and to this day he still doesn't know. I told him about Ashley and he told me not to worry Alysssa can't steal him from me. Of course I worried, everyone said it to me, but I always get replaced. After that the buss driver started the buss, and we all got on. The only people who were on the buss was Jackson, Alyssa, and I. She sat up front while we laid down in the back. He put his arm around me and intertwined our hands. When he got off it was still raining, and I told him to be careful and call him when he's home. Not even 5 seconds later he called me saying he missed me, and he slipped down a hill calling me. We got home and I went to the bathroom to do my hair. Then I went in my room with my hair half done wait for him to call back because he hung up for a little. Then Alyssa kept calling me words like a hoe and a slut and saying how I jumped to fast and how he should be with her. Then later that night he asked me out and I said yes. That is the beginning of my life full of lies.