Peytons POV:

I'm really not sure what to do. The only person i truly loved just threw rocks at my window and told me that he was sorry. What did i do? Left him. Part of me knows that he deserved it but the other part of me, my rebellious part, thinks that i should've run out the door and into his arms like any other fairy tale.

I lay on my bed listening to the music that i forgot to turn off before going to footlocker. Its only then that i realize that i had forgotten to get my new shoes and wet clothes. Thinking about what Harry did for me wasn't helping me feel any better about walking away from him.

Hearing a light knock on my door i sit up. "come in"

A confused Chase walks through the door. "Can you explain to me what that douche bag was doing at our house?"

I laugh. "It doesn't matter. Its done with"

He stares at me for a while and only then is when i realize I'm still wearing Harry's clothes. I feel as if Chase notices it too but doesn't mention anything. He hates to be rough on me when I'm emotionally unstable. If i wasn't crying i have a feeling he would be flipping out. And part of me thinks he knows that i don't want anything to do with harry because if i did id most likely be with him right now.

He eventually leaves me to be alone but i make sure to tell him i would be down in a couple of minutes.

grabbing my phone i look for liam's number.

Me: Hey do you think you could bring my converse to me tomorrow and the clothes that i left?

I then decide to take a shower since i smell like a wet dog. I grab a towel and then walk to the bathroom. i strip down and climb into the nice warm shower. Washing my hair as quick as i can i step out and wrap the towel around my body.

I walk back into my room and see that i have three new messages. 2 from liam and 1 from Lucy.

Lucy: did you hear about the party that Zayn is throwing tomorrow night. Everyone is going.

i quickly respond back to her,

Me: yeah everyone but me. There is no way that I'm going to a party that Harry is going to be at.

I decide not to tell her about the whole incident at the store and going over to his house.

Then i look at liam's.

Liam: I thought harry came over and gave them to you

Liam: never mind obviously that didn't go well because he is not talking to any of us. i don't mind. ill give them to you in study hall.

All of the guilt i had earlier had suddenly vanished. He is acting like such a child. The moment he doesn't get his way he goes off and pouts. He doesn't have right to do that. I shouldn't have any guilt about it what so ever. If anything I should be even more mad with him than I was this morning.

i respond back to liam.

Me: thanks i owe you

he immediately responded

Liam: ill hold you to that :)

I walk over to my dresser and grabbed my favorite pajama bottoms and put them on. They were the fluffy kind. I then slipped on a tank top and walked down stairs to find Chase asleep on the couch.

I sigh realizing that we barely got to spend time together and it was all because of me. I was so selfish and all I could think about was myself and the "harry situation". I left to buy shoes when I could've stayed home with the one person that actually cares about me.

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