i'm so depressed ......
why does everybody hate me so much ..nobody ever loved me and everyone just thinks that i'm fine and my life is awesome & great but inside i'm dying every second my heart hurts so much and i just want to be death because no one will ever care if i'm a live of dead if i'm hurt ,torn or broken i cry myself every night to sleep because thats the only way that i can sleep and then i wake up with tears and pain because i didn't want to wake up and i just woke up then what? all day lonely ,thinking about my life hating myself walking with a fake smile sometimes i cant even fake the fake smile because it just hurts so bad knowing everybody hates you and nobody will ever love you as family , friend or like a boyfriend nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody NOBODY wil ever do that , no they are right i don't deserve to be loved and thats why i deserve to be lonely.
