New Beginnings for Old Habits

Chapter 1

Hi! I'm new at making stories in a way. I made one at the beginning of the year and published it but never really liked it so I didn't finish it :/ but if you guys like this one I PROMISE to update every chance I get. Enjoy!

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Chapter 1

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Perrie's POV

My body's soaking wet from the amazing hot shower I took. But it still never seems to cleanse my saddening emotion. I walk back to my room and sit on my bed and unravel the towel on my head to reveal my so said "perfect" long blonde hair. I lay back on my bed and stare at the ceiling and think about what me and Zayn could've had if I didn't cheat on him and fuck up our relationship about 8 months ago. I still hate myself to this day for making him go through that. But I'm probably more pained than him. Tears start to rush to my eyes as I think about how heart broken he looked when I told him what I did...

I couldn't hold them back any longer and just let them go. After about 5 minutes of crying, I suddenly felt happier now that I got that all out (plus I have Bi-Polar disease so that probably also had something to do with it).

I finally sat up and managed to put a smile on my face.

"I'm gonna go do something fun so I can get my mind off the whole Zayn thing"

I stood up from my bed and walked over to my walk-in closet while talking to myself as I was picking out an out fit to wear. I have to think of a place to go before I just go picking out an outfit right? I stood with my hands on my hips and thought.

"I wanna go somewhere upbeat with loud music so I can get my mind off this...somewhere where I can go to meet new people and socialize...hm..."

As I still stood with my hands on my hips, I looked up at the ceiling and squinted my eyes as I tried to think of a place like that...Then suddenly it hit me!

"THE CALYPSO CLUB!"

I excitedly searched through my closet as I looked for a sexy dress and some nice heels to wear. I managed to find a gorgeous strapless black dress that showed off my curves very well and my favorite black red-bottomed heels.

"PERFECT!", I yelled as my face lit up with joy! I grabbed the dress, the heels, the blow dryer, and ,my straightener as I ran out my closet and put them on my bed. I looked at the clock beside my bed hoping that it was still a decent hour.

I sighed in relief to discover that it was only 8:32 p.m "Great! Enough time for me to get ready! I should be out the door by 9:30!"

I quickly grabbed my dryer and straightener and ran to my bathroom. I plugged in my dryer and turned it on then blow dried my hair. I grabbed my brush off the side of the sink to help me and to keep it from knotting up to bad.

I set the brush down and focused on the drying part for the moment. After about 5 minutes later I turned it off and grabbed my brush again.

I brushed my hair and came across some BAD knots.

"SHIT!!", I screamed as I literally YANKED the fucking brush out my hair. After I brushed it out, I looked at my brush and saw a wad full of hair and sighed.

"Oh god...I'm probably gonna be bald by the time I get to the club..."

I picked the dryer back up and dried my hair some more.

~10 minutes later~

My hair was completely dry and surprisingly unknotted. I peeked out the door and looked at the clock again. It was 8:50.

"Crap. I gotta hurry if I wanna catch all the fun good looking people."

I dropped my towel, turned my straightener on, and walked over to my bed naked so I could get my black lacy panties and my strapless zebra striped bra that I had set on my bed before I went in the shower. I grabbed them both and speed walked back to the bathroom. I put on my panties then strapped my bra on and turned it around to the right side.

I grabbed my straightener and then quickly straightened my hair the best I could.

After that, I went BACK to my bed, grabbed my dress, and then put it on right there. I looked at the clock again and saw it was 9:06.

"FUCK!"

I went back to the bathroom to hurry up and put on my makeup. Nothing too heavy. Just sparkly eyeshadow, eyepencil, lip gloss, and mascara. I brushed my hair a little more then set my brush down and smiled at myself from how good I thought I looked (not in a conceited way though).

"Maybe I'm not such of a monster on the outside than I am on the inside...", I said to myself softly.

The only reason why I say that is because.... because....UGH! I'm not even gonna bring it up again! I wanna be happy while I can...I thought and remembered that I have somewhere to go. I hurried to my closet to get a pocket book. I got a black sparkly one, I don't want something to flashy. I put on my heels and grabbed my black designer Gucci bag. I walked downstairs and looked at the mirror by the door to make sure everything still looked good.

"Alrighty"

I walked out the door and locked it behind me. I got into my car and got my car keys out my purse then set it down on the passenger seat. I cranked my car and looked at the time once more.

"9:16...not bad."

I grabbed the steering wheel and thought before I pulled off...

"It's alright Perrie...you deserve this.."

I pulled out and headed towards the club hoping to take my mind off all the drama and actually have some fun for the 1st time in 8 months....

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Sorry if it was long or boring or.....both.

I just wanted y'all to know what she's been going through these past months and how much this night is gonna mean to her.

Sorry if you hate me but I still love you c: comment what you honestly think