Disclaimer:
All of the charecters belong to stephen meyer. Besides other charecters i make up aong the way.
Chapter 1 :
( Renesmee age 5 looks 14 )
Renesmee Pov
* Jacob enters the room after phasing, shirtless.*
As i watched Jacob walk in through the sliding door, he's shirtless. His tanned perfect skin, completely toned body, and perfect hair. Jake has been my best friend since i was a little girl. I always knew that there was something abnormal that i had been feeling about my relationship with Jake. I wanted to be with him every second of my day. When i looked about 5 my dad said that i used to think about Jacob more than i thought about anything else. That still hasn't changed. I don't know what this feeling is exactly but it puts me in a happier state of mine just hearing his name.
" Hey there beautiful" Jake said to me in a calming, soothing tone.
" Hey Jake" I began to blush so i hid my face in the cover on the couch.
As he pulled the cover off of my face he said " let's watch a movie, we haven't seen one together in a while. "
In a sarcastic tone i thought to myself, Jake we saw the perks of being a wallflower 2 days ago. But I cared way too much about his feelings.
After watching the movie we went downstairs to eat lunch.
* Jacob Pov *
Nessie is gorgeous. She will be turning 15 in a couple of days, 3 to be exact. I need to tell her about imprinting. NO, i thought to myself. I need to tell her that i imprinted on her.
I began shaking my head, when Nessie said " Jake what's wrong, are you alright"
" Yeah Ness everything's fine. " i replied
" I don't buy it. You have been talking to yourself for about 10 minutes. You just keep mumbling so low that i cannot makeout what you say." she said.
" no, really everything is alright" i tried to say as assuring as possible. I almost convinced myself. Untill Edward came down the stairs and into the kitchen. Pobably reading my mind. Instead of pushing him out i decided to ask him for help. After all it is his daughter isnt it?
Edward and I actually had a very calm conversation. Atleast so i thought. I tried to make out what he would say through his facial expressions, since i can only hear what he is saying when i am in wolf form.
" Do you think the time is right for me to tell Ness. She knows something is up and i don't think i can keep this up for much longer. I promise Edward i won't push her into anything. If i hurt her you can kill me. "
Edward shook his head in displeasement but agreement.
" Hey, Can we take a walk." I asked Renesmee.
" Sure, just let me grab a bottle of water. "
( at their favorite place in the woods)
I know what you are going to say Jake. Nessie said sadly in a drawn out mellow tone.
You do, what. I asked her
" You, are going to tell me that it's time that we get new friends." she said almost in tears.
" No, No ne- " as Nessie cut Jake off by kissing him
OMG she just kissed me. My imprint, My love just kissed me. No, she can't. Renesmee can't kiss me. She's not old enough.
I stood up and walked in circles as she was sitting still on the bench, with her head in her palms.
" I'm sorry Jake, I shouldn't have done that. I just don't know what to feel. something inside me really feels something. Everytime I'm around you i get butterflies. I . I just don't know what to say Jake. "
" Ness- i love you. "
" You do. "
" Yes, remeber how i told you about imprinting back when you were younger, much younger. Do you remember?"
" Perfectly, .. It's like its not gravity that hold you to the earth anymore.... "
" Yes, yes good. I imprinted on someone Renesmee. " I imprinted on- "
Renesmee sprinted back to her house before I could finish the sentance. Oh My, what have i done. I have to go there immediatly.
* Renesmee Pov *
I ran inside and jumped upstairs and ran down the hallway to my bedroom. I locked my door, found a picture of Jake Ripped it in half and threw my half in the garbage. How am i so worthless that even someone i knew my whole life doesn't love me. I have no friends. Only jake, well ...
I sobbed and sobbed. My parents finally came home. there was commotion at the door. I don't know why.
* Edward pov*
" LISTEN EDWARD YOU RELLY NEED TO LET ME IN . "
" YOU BROKE MY DAUGHTERS HEART . IM SPARING YOU YOUR HEAD IF YOU LEAVE NOW . NOW JACOB ."
" NO I CAN NOT LEAVE NOW, I HAVE TO EXPLAIN."
" Explain later . i said . "
" Edward you have to understand its now . It needs to be done now. "
You have three minutes. If i hear her shed one more tear . you're dead. I said in a wisper. I knew he could still hear me.
* Renesmee Pov*
I can smell Jacob. Oh my gosh im a werck . Why is he here. He probably feels bad for me . Crap. im useless.
Jacob sat on my bed and took my hand in his and placed it on his palm. " Show me what you feel. " he said.
So i did i showed him everything.
He stood up and threw a shirt that was laying on my bed across the room. " Did I make you feel like that ? "
" I was panting, scared, nervous, sad, I did not want Jacob to feel that he caused it. "
He sat back down on my bed. " Did I ness? YOu have to tell me."
" I am just so confused Jake. I love you, and you said you love me. But you imprinted on someone else. "
" NESSIE. I imprinted on you love ." almost shouting he said this. than added " im sorry i just thought you heard me. I had to find out what was wrong. "
I put my head on his lap and started crying some more. barely getting out " I just thought that you loved someone else more than me. "
" Nessie never in a million years could i do that " jake said.
My Dad right on time barged into the door.
" JACOB LEAVE NOW . " he shouted
" DAD NO . JACOB IS NOT GOING ANYWHERE . " continuing to sob
" he is making you cry and you want him to stay here. " dad said
" no dad these are tears of joy . Can't you read my mind. " i said
Bella came in moments later. " Sorry sweety i put the sheild up when you first came in. "
I explained to them the misunderstanding. Not that they were happy, but they were relieved he didn't hurt me.
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