Finding Her (Niall Horan/1D)

Chapter 6.

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Chapter 6.

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It's 3:05 am.




What am I doing up... School starts in less than 5 hours!




I can't sleep.

Every time I try I am reminded of what lies ahead..




This isn't fair.




I decide that I won't be getting much sleep tonight, so I get up off my bed and unknowingly grab my old school yearbooks.




Just as I am about to open it I realize what book I grabbed. It's my freshman year book..




No.. I can't look at these. Not now.

They will only bring more sadness.




But I open the cover anyway. On the first page I read the name of my old school in bold lettering. I flip the page again and see pictures of the principals and counselors.

After flipping more pages of the faculty and staff, I finally reach the students.




First set of pictures I see are the students with the last name in alphabetical order.




James Abel.. Jacob Abler, Trisha Avery,.....Rayleigh Bronson.




Rayleigh! She was so young...




I miss her so much.




She's probably down there having a great time with her boyfriend right now.




I check my phone to see the time and notice a text message.




I open the message and see it's from her.. sent at about 5:00 pm today.

How did I miss it?!




*Hey Allison! :) Hope you have a great first day tomorrow. I'm here for you!*

As I'm reading the message the tears start to fall.




I miss my best friend.

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I wake up and it is 6:55 am.




School is in 1 hour and about 20 minutes.




I guess I must have cried myself back to sleep for 3 hours..




I pull myself out of bed and look in the mirror.

What am I doing. I look like crap.




I plug in my flat ironer and open my closet door. I pull my black chiffon top over my head.

I squeeze into my new black skinny jeans and cover my feet with a pair of socks.