Crooked

Chapter 8:Invisible card

Kyungil's P.O.V:

I've never seen y/n so quiet and motionless. She won't eat, she won't smile anymore nor get out of our room.

Sigh

I've gave her flowers, little pecks, chocolate, ice cream, supporting words, quotes I made for her and love letters. But it always end up in stuck in nothingness.

She once told me to check the house for hints and clues of things left that would be valuable, I agreed but I was unsure if the inspectors will find something valuable since they don't know Jaeho. Either way his house is being searched but nothing has appeared until now.

Phone call from one of the inspectors~

Kyungil: "hello?"

Inspector: "hey, it's me the inspector again, we've found a card placed in the gentleman's shirt. If you would like we could drive to where you are and give you the card. It has the name of the girl that had her arms around the gentleman's dead body, her name is y/n, right?"

Kyungil: " yes, and I'll be delightful for you to bring us the card that had Jaeho in his shirt."

Inspector: " okay, we will arrive in 5 minutes, you are the one who lives in the hill, right?"

Kyungil: "yes sir"

Inspector: " ok Mr. Song"

*call ends*

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'It had passed 2 minutes already, one minute more and ding dong door bell sounds and boom the card will be here in no time' I thought to my self while walking around the kitchen.

*ding dong*

I quickly jumped and ran towards the door. A little red card filled with blood and tears slide under the door quickly. It had y/n's name written on it in cursive letters.

I bend over and picked it up, I had curiosity in what was written inside but I only could go upstairs and send it to Y/N.

I heard crying in the back of our door that came from y/n. I gently opened the door and walked forward to where she was sitting up.

Her hair was a mess, even her became a crying mess. She had her palms against her eyes and hair falling onto her face.

"Hey jagi...look what I got"

She looked behind her where I stood facing her now. I handed her the card until she would grab it; her grip on her hands weren't firm, they were weak and shaky.

Sigh

"I'll leave you here then..when you finish the card, please come to me."

With that I leaved the room slowly not making many noise when shutting the door.

Y/n P.O.V:

Once the card was opened, letters written by him where placed around the tiny paper he left. No spaces to see but letters to read.

Suddenly I decided to continued to read:

"Dear y/n:
You've been the meaning of everything in my whole life. It always makes my heart ache at the memory I had with you since a child. I use to call you my princess, my queen, my heart and my everything. I've always tried to keep you happy and I did. I let you be and I let you fall in love with Kyungil who I have my jealousy above him. You made me smile for so long and laugh. But at least you let me be a meaning for you in your life my dear. Life is hard and I know, but I'll only will take my life so I can see you once again in spirit form. You may be asking why, but yesterday June 18, 2016 at 3:00am an angel came across my room and told me I would be your guardian angel when I die. I became so exited that I couldn't help but to take my life. Sure I will be in hell now or the nothingness where souls with ungrateful hearts would stay. I don't know what am I but I'll try my best in becoming in what I was told my dear. I'll protect you in every way no matter what Iam. Y/n my beautiful y/n you've become the red petal of my dying rose. Thank you again for making me be a part of your life my dear. I'll always love you until I get banned from the heavens, I'm never letting you go. Sunlight my beautiful sunlight, you've made the rain such called like me..Jaeho and big star named Sun for you and you only. I hope you and Gil will have a bright future my dear.

-Park Jaeho // jaeboy

Ps. I'll never forget the nickname you gave me as jaeboy."
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I once remembered the nickname I gave him when I confessed how I felt about him. I miss everything about him.

Tears would drop down my chin until it splashed against the card. I shut my eyes slowly while placing a kiss to the card.

Memories of his pale skin and seeing how he was so quiet in my arms, remained around my head.

'So cold..'

I once spoke trough my thoughts, yet I felt myself shiver feeling the memory of how cold he was.

"My Jaeho...I hope you come and visit me when the time is right. I miss you so much, my eyes won't clear with all the crying you let me have..but I hope that in other life you'll be my prince and I'll be your one and only princess...so we would never leave each other's sight. I still love you..."

I whispered in between deep breaths whit eyes only looking down to the card Jeho had left me.

I miss him I really do...

I laid on my back with the card against my chest when suddenly.

Gasp

I once remembered the neckless Jaeho gave me in my birthday, I quickly stood up and began to find it everywhere I could think of.

After 12 minutes of searching, I finally had found it behind a photo of Jaeho and me. The neckless had a heart charm that had a photo of us in the inside and a small curassow in the middle of the heart charm.

I once put it around my neck but suddenly I found myself in the floor. I bright light came across the bed and it was such a white, big figure of a person.

I only heard a chuckle coming out of the huge figure. I once stood up and stared at it.

"What is it darling?" A familiar voice came from the light when suddenly the light faded and finally I could see the features of his face, he was standing up in front of me with a kind smile in his face.

I crashed my knees against the floor and let my tears fall down. I stood in owe and stared at him.

"Oh please y/n don't cry now..I'm here to protect you.."

"Jaeho..you let me drowning in tears for almost 4 weeks for now! My heart missed you so much I couldn't even contain myself anymore...I needed you...Jaeboy.."

"Well I'm here now dear...and I'm sorry..at least I'll protect you...God gave me the chance of letting me be a guardian angel. I begged for him go let me be your guardian angel...he accepted and now here Iam."he said getting in his knees go place his soft palm against my wet cheek.

"So you are an angel..a guardian angel?" I looked up at him sniffling my nose.

He only nodded in response and smiled kindly to me. I haven't felt to happy again just by seeing his face again. I can't believe he is my guardian angel...Jaeho..my childhood friend the one who took his life just to protect me.

"Please don't leave me again.."

"I won't and I'll never get that idea y/n"

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안녕하세요 my bunglurfs!! Phew! I hope you guys are oki and have a wonderful life <3

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