I often see him in my dreams, it feels so real, it has so much detail, I can actually feel his soothing touch on my skin, but when I wake up I'm back to my nightmare.
This story contains mature language and abuse (just a heads up)
I put on my best poker face, "what do you want Metao?"
"I'm sorry" he sighed, "I didn't mean to say what I said to you, it hurt me to see you hurt."
Really?
"And yet you still said it." I scoff
"I know my sorry means nothing to you, but please let me show you I'm sorry" he pleads
"I don't-"
"I'm not letting you go Adira" he says with all seriousness.
Possessive much?
"Well that's just to bad Metao" I stand up walking to the stairs, but I didn't even make it to the first step before I was slammed against the wall.
Metao just looked back and forth between my eyes and my lips, his eyes darkened.
I pushed at his chest, "Metao-"
He roughly kissed me. Our lips mold together perfectly as if we were made for each other. It was amazing but we still have to breath. I pulled away breathing heavy, Metao did the same and he just rested his head between my shoulder and my neck.
"I don't want to be one of those girls that forgives and gets hurt Metao" I just want to be loved.
He lifted his head up and looked me straight in the eyes, "I swear on my life that I will never do anything to hurt you again, I will treat you like a princess."
***
From that day forward Metao meant what he said, he treats me like a princess he even spoils me even though I always tell him not to, he really is trying to prove himself to me. Here's the shocker- note the sarcasm- everytime he yells at me he panics.
~FLASHBACK~
"Metao!?" I had just got back from hanging with Tasha and Mia and I wanted to see my boyfriend. I walked into his room, "Metao?"
He looked at me from the chair he was sitting in, "what the fuck do you want?" He yelled at me.
I was taken by surprised but I wasn't going to go all shit crazy because I could see he was upset.
"Uh I'll just come back later" I turn to walk out the door but two big hands grab my waist stopping me and I get pulled back to his chest and he wraps his arms around me.
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"No, no, no I'm sorry baby girl"
"Metao it's okay, I'll just come back later, okay?" I try to move out of his hold but he tightens his hold.
"No, stay with me. I'm sorry" I turn in his arms.
"Stop apologizing, okay. I understand that you want to prove yourself to me, and you are." I kiss him.
He nods pulling me to his bed and taking my clothes off until I'm in my boy short panties and my tank top, we lay down and he just stares at me and I stare right back seeing all the emotions swirling around in his eyes.
"What is it Metao?"
"I just- god I love you so much" he slammed his lips to mine.
~END OFFLASHBACK~
That's the day he confessed his love for me and the day I lost my virginity. If you are wondering if I love him, yes I do, so much. I don't think I could ever stop loving him, he will be my first and last everything. Theguyfrommydreams.
