Prolouge:
"How could you do this to me?!" Alex screamed at Jack, anger glinting in his eyes. "I let you in, and you took a piece of me with you! But no, that wasn't good enough, you had to cheat on me with that slut!!" He and Jack were in the middle of a huge fight, the worst theyd ever had. This one could be the end of them. Jack was furious, and he spit out the worst thing he could possibly say, he just wanted to see Alex hurt. "You think ive only cheated with her?! Man, I've got a line of names as long as a football field!" he shot back, pleased to see the shocked expression on Alexs face. He was stunned into silence for a few moments, then came back, this time in a sad tone. "You know, I kept our love a secret, a secret!! I kept it from everyone for you. Because you said you didnt want something to happen. Things to change. People to judge. You said you wanted to protect me from their hate. Because you loved me. But, no, its because you dont love me! You never did. And I was blind because I actually love you. Loved you. But now, youre just a pathetic lame ass douche bag!" He finished it off with a look of regret, his outburst completely uninteruppted the whole way. Like he wanted Jack to stop him. To deny it. But, he wouldn't, and Jack knew it was true. Still, that didnt stop him form getting his hateful words out. "Damn it, you didn't love me!" Jack shouted, knocking over the nearest chair. "If you really loved me, why are you always fooling around with that slut Lisa?!?! Huh?! Tell me why that bitch was "sleeping over" at your house last weekend??!!" Jack finished, glaring at Alex, waiting for his response. Alex took a deep breth, and this time his voice came out softly. "You think I love her? No, Jack I love you. Loved you. Until you threw me away like wrapping paper trash. you think I had sex with her?! Really?!? Im gay Jack. You know what that means? It means I like boys. B-O-Y-S. Not girls. Jack, you have no idea how much I love you. But you, you dont even care." Alex paused, a sob escaping his throat. He shook his head and continued on. "Tell me this. Did you ever love me? Or was I just another one to throw away? Those songs, no idea and myonly one, they were for you. To show you how much I care." he took a steady breath, and dealt his final blow. "But whatever Jack. All that is gone."