Separation & Anxiety

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Yuji's POV

Ever since the scandal, Sungyeol and I couldn't meet anymore. I was so pissed off, that I didn't come out of bed. I barely ate, and I barely talked to anyone that tried to comfort me. I was, somehow, going through the five stages of breaking up. Currently, I'm on the 2nd stage: ANGER. God dammit, I was so pissed off I slapped myself because this was my fault.

"Yuji-ah? How are you doing?" Mina asked me one day in my room.

I shrugged. "I'm okay, I guess...I'm still angry and pissed, I can't control my mixed emotions...is it me or am I on my period?"

Mina laughed, as she's seen me when I'm on my period.

-Flashback-

"GAHHHH!!!! SHIT! What do I do?!" I yelled. Mina was taking a nap, and was awakened by the fact that this was happening.

"YAH! Kwon Yu Ji! What the hell is wrong with you?! I was in the middle of my nap!" She was pissed off.

"I'm on my period," I yelled back. "That's what's wrong with me, Mina."

"Why didn't you say so?! I would've...uh...umm..." 

"Because I'm fucking angry right now! Do you need anymore explanation, Ryu Mi Na?"

"Maybe I do."

"Ryu Mi Na! Don't you fucking dare play with me. This is serious!"

"Okay, okay, you can use my pads...Geez, you can be so scary, Yuji."

-flashback ends-

"If you WERE on your period right now, you'd be screaming at me, and possibly, slap me." Mina backed away a bit, as she was scared of me when I'm in that situation.

"Heh, you're right." I said, giving out a forced smile.

"Yuji, I understand you're a bit upset right now, but you'll have to deal with it for now." Mina said, sounding sorry for me.

"I CAN'T, Mina. I'm afraid that we might break up. PERMANENTLY. How can I deal with this?! This is my first breakup too..." Tears started rolling down my cheeks and I started to sob.

"Yuji-ah, this is only temporary. Breaking up isn't forever, just like when a group disbands. They maybe separate for a while, but there's a chance that they'll reunite in the future. So, your love fantasy with Sungyeol isn't over, just remember that, Yuji. Okay?"

I nodded and hugged Mina. I kept sobbing because I was scared and frightened. I was anxious about what would happen to us. Mina is right though, my love story CAN'T end here. It just CAN'T.

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