Roses & thorns (Kuroo x reader)

Secrets unfold|Part 17

I woke up again with a thumping feeling in my head.
*Thump thump.
I got up from from the bed and I sat looked at the floor.
Well if I can't call him I guess I can go to his house and see what's up. I hope nothing is wrong with Kuroo. W-what if Lev did something to Kuroo that's why he's been ignoring me.
LEV!
W-what if he now hates me.
T-that can't happen, I love him.
I love him with all my heart.
I know I might sound crazy but he was the only person that I have loved so much.
Lev can't just ruin this.
Our memories.
Going.
To.
Waste.
Did we really come this far, just to watch it go down the drain?
That's it. I'm going to his house to fix this up, and tell him that I love him.
I changed into my new clothes and brushed my hair then ran out of the house.
~Time skip~
*Knock
*Knock
Kuroo, I can no longer contain the love I have for you anymore. I have to tell you.
A face appeared behind the door.
It was Kuroo.
He was looking at the floor looking a little uneasy.
But seeing his face lit my heart up. Skipping beats.
A smile grew on my face.
Without thinking, I opened my arms and hugged him tightly.
But.
I didn't feel him hug me back so I immediately let go.
Then the smile wiped off my face. A gush of anxiety began coming back. I didn't know what to expect.
"Look (f/n), I need to tell you something."
"I also need to tell you something Kuroo. Okay I'll go first."
"Kuroo, the first day we met, I didn't wasn't so well ahaha, I remember hating you so much that I didn't want to hear or see your name. After that you started to show your soft side. And the more you did that I began falling for you. At the time I didn't know if I was in love with you or just the feeling. I hung out with you a lot and then I realise I actually love you. You were the person who showed me places, always made sure I'm safe and even though I yell at you a lot I still love you. Kuroo, I tried to confess at Disneyland but I wasn't ready and now I am. Lev told me to stay away from you but I can't. I love you."
He just stared at me with wide eyes.
"I know this might of been shocking, I don't expect you to take this in really fast. But I do hope you return those feelings."
He looked at the floor again.
"(F/n)..."
I looked at him.
"(F/n), you're a great person, I love hanging out with you, these past months with you have been amazing. I loved how you almost broke my bones on the first day we met ahaha.. How you always turn up late. And when you do, you eat your food extremely messy and it's really funny to watch. The memories we create are unforgettable. But. Look. I'm really sorry but. I have a girlfriend."

Those words
I.
Have.
A.
Girlfriend...
Struck my heart.