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fourty seven

Today was the day. I woke up with a huge weight on my shoulders, and I have been dreading this day since Michael came. Today Michael will be leaving for Connecticut.

My alarm went off loudly and I slowly got up and put on a plain shirt and sweatpants. I put my hair in a messy bun and no makeup because I knew I was gonna cry.

Michael told me to meet him at the hotel because that's where the tour bus will be leaving. It was eight in the morning and he was leaving at ten, so I wanted to be early.

Ali was bringing me to the hotel so that she can say goodbye too. It turns out that her and Ashton really hit it off when they went to pet puppies. He asked her out on the date and they had a great day. They began dating two days after Michael and I. It sucks that when they start dating he has to leave.

The car ride to the hotel was silent, both of us not knowing what to say. The boy I loved was leaving.

We pulled up to the hotel to see that the tour bus was in front, guards surrounding it so that fans wouldn't get inside. Silently, Ali and I got out of the car and started to head towards the bus.

"Sorry, you can't come over here," one of the guards told us but Luke came to the rescue.

"Jerry, they are with us," he informed and the guard let us through. Calum, Ashton, and Michael were sitting on the small couches in the bus in silence. When Michael saw me he immediately got up and embraced me in a hug.

"I don't want to leave you baby," he whispered to me and softly rubbed my back.

"I don't want you to leave either," I said to him. I didn't want to cry yet, but he was making it really hard. Michael let go of me when he realized that I started to cry.

"Please don't cry, you'll make me cry," he said quietly, wiping the tears that fell from my eyes. I nodded and we sat down on the couch. I put my head on Michael's shoulder and soaked up his presence, knowing I wouldn't be able to feel it for awhile.

"I love you," I said abruptly, breaking the silence that filled the bus.

"I love you too." Michael placed his hand on my leg and stroked it lightly.

"Please promise me that we will text everyday and FaceTime whenever you can?" I asked, the desperation clear in my voice.

"I promise," he gave me a small smile which I returned.

Michael got up from the couch and walked over to one of the bag, pulling out a box.

"Remember way back when when I told you I got a present for you because I was so excited to meet you?" he asked and I nodded. Michael handed me the small box in his hand and I slowly opened it. Inside was two tickets to a twenty øne pilots concert in January. "You told me you liked them so I got you tickets. I was thinking me and you could go?" I pulled out the two tickets and softly smiled.

"That would be perfect." I put down the tickets and stood up to kiss Michael. This kiss was different from all the others. Don't get my wrong, all the other kisses were great but this one was amazing. It was full of love, need, sadness, and desperation.

"Five minutes," one of the tour managers called to us. Who knew two hours could go by so fast? Michael and I pulled away and stared at each other.

"I love you so much. I never knew what love was, especially after the whole Cory thing. Seeing you everyday made me feel like everything was gonna be okay. You gave me hope. You reminded me that I was beautiful, even when I didn't see it. You made me feel loved and I thank you so much for that. Thank you for giving me so much to remember in a short amount of time. The darkest night never felt so bright with you by my side," I said to him and tears started to spill down my cheeks.

"Gosh, you're making this sound like a The Fault In Our Stars moment," he joked but I could see the tears that were threatening to spill from his eyes.

"Alright guys, we have to go," the tour manager called which made me cry even more. Michael pulled me in for one last kiss.

"I'm gonna miss those lips," he whispered.

"I'm gonna miss you. Goodbye Michael, I will see you in January." I gave him a small smile and left the tour bus. Ali was already out there and she was crying very hard. Seeing her cry made me break down even more.

SamanthaGrey: I MISS YOU ALREADY

Michael5SOS: ME TOO BABY

SamanthaGrey: but we will see each other in january. thats not that long :):

Michael5SOS: woo positivity!!1!1

SamanthaGrey: i guess its just gonna be weird not seeing you everyday

Michael5SOS: yeah. i love you babe.

SamanthaGrey: i love you more

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