life&love its just a little bit weird.

Ch 1 part one

p.o.v=Theia~

The only thing i can remember about my mom was her eyes. They were emerald greed with a constant sparkle to them, the way they shined when she laughed, and how much love filled them when she was looking down at me. I was only a baby when she was murdered. I remember the night like it was yesterday.

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The doorbell rag, startling me from my nap. I remember hearing my mom's superised voice when she answered the door. It must have been a friend she hadn't seen in a while because she welcomed him in and brought him to the kitchen. I herd them talk for a while before drifting gently back to sleep. Suddenly a loud scream rippled through the house. i know now that the scream was the scream of my mothers last breath. she didn't die quickly...she had enough time to write the letters ".i.'.l.l. .l.o.v.e. .y.o.u. .f.o.r.e.v.e.r. .S.i.r.u.i.s" before it smudged and she died. The man had killed her with the knife she was using to cook, and with that door slammed in a hurry and he had gotten away. I remember my older brother's blood chilling screams as the cops dragged him away from my mother's corps. he was screaming to her hoping that she would still be alive. i remember panicking and not knowing what chaos was unraveling downstairs so i cried. that was the worst night of my life. the words, they were to my father, she wanted him to know that her love never dies. thats how i learned what true and real love realy was.

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One of the things about having to grow up without a mom is having to explain things to your dad without the backup from your mom... For instance your period. That was an awkward week. I live in In a house of just men, and well me ofcorse. I live with my dad and 5 brothers Eric, Kc, Wes, Zach and Jhonny. Eric is 25 the oldest of the 6 he has shaggy blond hair, deep hasel eyes and a nice smile. Kc is 22 with curly brown hair, blue eyes and is always kinda deep. Wes is19 has my moms emerald eyes, messy dirty blond hair and is the most rebelious of the 6. Zach is 17 has the same eyes as my dad, the same dark hair as me and keeps to himself more often then always. Jhonny is 16 has my dads hasel eyes, short spiked blond hair and is almot as rebelious as Wes. Yep I'm the youngest of 6. Truthfully I don't know how my dad can handle us all without mom, but he does... He just does. My father is a tough man. He wasn't always like this tho, I can vaguely remember when mom was still glued to his side. He was softer maybe, and a little more gentle. The boys remember her alot, mostly Eric he was only 13 when she died. He was the one who found her 'cause dad, Kc, Wes, Zach and Jhonny were out shopping.  

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p.o.v.=Theia~

 I have found it very hard to bring a boy home it's like having your own gang of body gards with you at all times... infact I never have brought a boy home. The boy came here, I had just moved schools and well long story short the boy and i became best firends. have you ever seen those movies where the 2 kids growup together and they end up falling in love and then happily ever after...bla,bla,bla that junk. well it started out like that and well it only got to the part where the guy atempts to share his feelings for her and she doest get it yet so she rejects him thinking that everything will go back to normal. it didnt... i got my heart shattered when he stoped showing up. then he just stoped talking to me altogether, it sucked ass. that was 3 or 4 years ago and of corse im over it.. kinda, it still hurts to see how much of an ass he is now and how he is such a player. i miss what we had. oh! and thats Cole hes turned into an annoying jock. the sad part is... hes still hot.  

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 buzzz, buzz, buzz!! my phone went off starttleing me from a dream. "mpfh" i mummbled as i reached to hit the snoose button for like the third time after the billionth annoying vibrate i managed to silence it. the first day of 10th grade... thank god im not a freshman anymore, i felt dumb every day.  i rolled out of bed and put on my favorite black jeans, the ones with the tares in just the right places that make my legs look hot. i raid my closet for my favorite see thrugh black T-shirt that i always were my neon paint splater tank under. i stood in front of my mirror admiering my self before realizing  how messy my black hair is. so quickly i run my hands thrugh it till it looks somewhat better... it needs something.. oh! my neon yellow bow that has black fish netts covering it. i slaped that into my hair, added a nice coat of eyeliner grabed my bag and i was out the door. i always try and stay away from my brothers in the morning they are kinda like zombies. i get my food and jump into Wes' car and he drives Zach, Jhonny and i to school. 

 i'll update more soon:D rate comment vote... and all that junk/stuffs hope it was enjoied!! p.s dont forget im still having a cover contest!! email any enteries & i'll dedicate a chap to you...ooooo;) ok bie

Thx~PIX