HELP ME
by patriciayenko
I'm not a perfect girl.
I don't want to be one.
I just wanna be good.
Or be better.
At least I don't wanna be bad. That's enough for me.
I wanted to be free from this anger, from this sadness.
But I can't.
Every time that I think about Him I wanna be good.
But every time I thought of the people who hurt me, it just keeps coming back.
The anger, the hatred, the sadness.. and the love.
I easily trust and give love to other people, because for me love is not something that you have to keep for yourself. Love is meant to be shared.
I wanna be free from all this.
I don't want to feel this anymore.
I want to be free.
I want to just forget them.
But I can't.
I think I've cried enough tears.
I've had enough backstab as I can take.
I want to forgive them and I want to be free..
But how...?
Please...
Help me...
