Okay so I just went to Blick and I really just ah I can't even explain it I literally don't know what's wrong with me.
So I go in, my dads in some over store, k, no one says hello, thank the lord, and I'm walking down the canvas isle and this girl says, are you finding everything okay? I didn't know if she was talking to me so after a sec I'm just like yeah I'm good thanks k whatever.
Then I go to get a basket, and this girl thinks I'm leaving, and I've talked to her before about Copics and she's like thanks for visiting, and I don't know she was talking to me cause I'm just getting a frickin basket And I don't say anything.
What was I doing ohmygosh
Then she goes oh okay then
And I die inside. Like she was literally so nice everyone was there and then five year old fetus me just scoots by like I'm a piece of crap who's being rude Nono nonono
then another girl rung me up and I was again just the most awkward flailing thing and idk I was shaking the whole time why am I like this I really hate it. Like I love socializing and talking to people who have similar interests as me but I always screw it up especially if they're older than me just kill me I still feel so bad
On a brighter note I got paints and new liners and also saw this which made my day
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brandon urie 👌🏼 I love those comics so much though
honestly tho idk what to do about this idk why it happens and I clam up so bad I really hate it
