I pour my heart out to him each time his love makes the cup overflow I pour it out
All to him
'I'm sorry babe I'm shit with expressions'
Yes I shouldn't give myself away
Yes I shouldn't pour it all out
To him
Yes I shouldn't hand him a part of the key bigger than the previous one every day
Yes, yes, yes but I want to feel
If this crumbles if I fall
I want to feel what it's like to give my all to such a beautiful human
Don't hold me please
I just want to make the moment freeze
Don't hold me please
I want to release
All this love burning inside craving to be given to him
For once I want to be able to recognise myself with the pain of love
I want to feel, for once
Don't hold me please, I want a release, for once I want to feel
For once let me say
'Yes I loved, yes I was loved, yes it's beautiful, yet is painful, yes I felt this beauty once, yes baby yes'
I write to him, paragraphs and for the first time after two and a half months he wrote to me :')
[15/07 2:09 am] 'Hey
Youz legit amazeballz you know that. You understand me (tbvh some close people do understand me a lot but no one apart from you can legit tell how I feel just by looking at me) idek how you do that but it's just fucking amazing and you're just perfection❤😍❤😍❤😍😍❤ I hate to see you go. Feels just like yesterday when I got to know you for the first time and saw you as a 'too cool' girl with a different hairstyle everyday like that shit was legit impressive and I just always wanted to ruin it but couldn't :333 I know distance will be tough and painful but we can make through it, together. ❤
I just love it when you can tell how I feel, what I'm thinking, and what I want at the right time.
You always have a way of cheering me up and sometimes you don't even have to do anything, your presence is enough for me. Those adorable lil faces you make, the way you go all shy and just basically everything else about you is something I really fucking love ❤ sure you have flaws, who doesn't? No need to constantly point them out :* your heart, your humour, your nature, your mindset, your ADORABLE AF SHAKAL (face) eradicates all your imperfections :* I love you wayyyyyyyyyy too much ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😍😍😍😍😍❤😍😍❤😍🌹🌹🌹🌷🌹🌷🌹🌸🌹🌸🌹🌹💐🌹🌸🌹🌸🌹🌷🌹🌸🌹💐🌹🌹🌸🌹🌹🌹💐🌹🌸🌹🌸🌹🌸🌹🌹🌷🌹💐🌹🌸🌹💐🌹🌷🌹🌹🌸🌹🌷💐🌹🌷🌹🌸🌹🌷🌹💐🌹🌷🌹🌸🌹💐🌹🌷🌹💐🌹🌹🌸🌹💐🌹🌸🌹💐'
I asked him to give me a second to control my heart
'Hey look I finally did something you do all the time for me .-.'
'YOUUUUU OMHGG❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤'
'You're a gem'
'A very rare gem'
'One that has the best type of shine to it'
'That only one in a million can have'
'You're that'
'Legit that'
'You're worth living for'
'You're worth taking a bullet for ❤❤❤❤'
I told him how I don't know why and how can I tell what he wants is feeling, thinking about just by a single look at his face..
'You're jus vv observant'
'Or telepathic or something 🌚'
'Hehehe you are legit life man'
We got sick together
Cause we were sleep deprived
'If I get sleep deprived, I get sick :('
'And I don't wanna be sick when I see you :*'
