As I was once was told " Their is no racism, it's just hate out there in the world". I believe the world's Racist. Ain't nothing ever gonna change. But a person came along in my life and made me see the world differently as a young black female. Eve...
Beverly My mama came in my room gently shaking me. Even though I was mad at my mother I never could really stay mad at her. So I gave her a big kiss and a hug. She smiled. I can't stay mad at her for how much she does for us.
Mama~" Dont worry about the colors baby. You're only there to graduate." She smiled and patted my shoulder.
Mama~"Now get up and go take a shower and brush your teeth."
She walked out my room. And I went to the bathroom and took a hot nice steamy shower.
Then I braided my hair in a halo. Did my hygiene. Then i put on my sports bra and my panties. And my outfit. (In the MM). I grabbed my iphone and headed downstairs. I got a pancake and kissed my mommy and told Timmy goodbye. I told Chris lets go come on. I literally dragged him.
Chris~"Damn nigga can you wait, shit." He huffed.
When we got in the car I sighed.
Chris~"What's Wrong?" He questioned me while analyzing my features.
Me~"I'm scared Chris. What if they don't like me?"
Chris touched my knee.
Chris~"Everything gonna be okay Bev, Alot of people don't like our color and we still keep moving forward. Because without us they wouldn't have any of this shit now."
I smiled. We pulled up at Jordan High School. I looked over to my brother and gave him a big hug and a kiss on the cheek. As I was walking up to the entrance analyzing the school I felt chills. I was so scared to enter that building. But I must stay confident. I saw alot of white kids look at me analyzing how I look.
I walked into a office I think. I was greeted by a lady at the desk. (Yes, she was white.)
She smiled at me, A welcoming smile.
She gave me my schedule. And directions to my classes. And my locker. She said if I had any problems talk to her. I nodded and left out.
It took me forever to find my locker. I put my things in it. And I was going to walk to my class. But I bumped into somebody. I felt so embarrassed. But that person bent down to pick up my stuff for me.
When they stood up I analyzed his features. He had grayish green eyes. A perfect jawline. Broad shoulders. Wavy black hair. Jesus he was beautiful. He looks so familiar....
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His face was so hypnotizing. His pink lips that looked so lucious. He even had dimples😍. He spoke but I heard no words.
He smirked at me. And gave me my books. And he dissipared into the crowd. He looks just like the boy who I have a crush on....
As I entered my class I got a few stares from some white people. Some were smirks, some where disgusted looks. The teacher said introduce yourself please.
