You were in the waiting room of the hospital waiting for the nurse to finish Johnny's IVs.
"You may go in now miss," she said smiling.
You gave her a sad smile and rush into the room. But Pony and Dally beat you to it.
"I'm sorry, only two people in the room at a time," a different nurse said to you. You huffed and were about to cry. You needed to see him.
"It's alright! I'll go," Dally said to you. 'thank you' you mouthed because if you talked you'd cry.
"Where's (Y/N)?" you hear Johnny wheeze out.
"I'm right here," you say as quiet as your voice will go.
"C'mere," he whispers.
You moved closer to his face. You didn't know what he was gonna say but you knew to grasp each word like it was gonna be his last. And at the way he was, it probably would be.
"What, sweetie?" your voice quivering.
"I want, you, to know that I love you. Alls I wanted in life was someone to love me. You filled that. Thank you," he whispered. Then nothing. Nothing at all came out!
"Stay gold, Johnny," Ponyboy said through tears as he repeated what Johnny had said to him earlier.
"No! Johnny! Don't die on me, Johnny! No!" you scream as you stare at your boyfriends lifeless body.
Then Dally came in and took you out.
"No! Let me go! He's not dead! He's coming back! He's not dead! Let me go!" you cry in the middle of the hospital. He's making sure to not let you go. He knows you run in there and try to bring him back. But that's never gonna happen.
He's not dead! He'll leave the hospital tonight and be next to me tomorrow! You kept telling yourself.
"Shhhh...." Dally said as you cried and cried... and cried.