Johnnie POV
It's late, probably like 2AM. I'm laying in my bed, alone. Damn, i feel lonely. I just want someone to cuddle whit, to love whit my whole heart, to give cute forehead kisses. But sadly, at this point in my life, their is nobody who i like.
In a week Kyle comes over. We can go out together. Maybe we both find someone. I want Kyle to be happy you know, he is my best friend, my VERRY best friend. I really like him... Wait what?! I don't want Kyle to be my boyfriend! Do i?
What if he would ask me 'Do you want to be my boyfriend' what would i say? Yes? No? Maybe? We would be so cute tho... We would walk hand in hand to the mall, we would have daily netflix dates, we would cuddle each other until we fall asleep.
Fuck, i think i really like him... But i souldn't. He i straight, not Gay, Bi, Poly or whatever other sexuality wheir you can fall in love whit someone from the same gender... Sadly. I would love to be his boyfriend.
The internet would go crazy!! We would be so perfect and the fanfics would write themselfs. We would marry and wear beautyfull suites, all MDE members and our familys would be their. We would buy a house whit a huge garden, maybe even get a dog... and we would grow old together until... wait, JOHNNIE STOP!
Kyle will never me mine, he is as straight as a uncooked spaghetti. Until it gets hot and wet... 'Haha.' I exedentely laughed in reality, that was akward... But seriously tho, Kyle is a friend, nothing more, nothing less.
I hate this feeling... being in love but knowing that it's never going to happen... it sucks...
Kyle POV
School sucks so mutch... Everyone calls me gay all the time, i'm not gay! Not even BI, Like Johnnie! Hmmmm, Johnnie. I like thinking about Johnnie. He has really beautyfull eyes. Everyone says they are blue but to me they look grayish... I also his hair is beautyfull, its soft and a beautyfull collor... Johnnie has nice skin, I think that it would feel like a blanket if he would hug you, i would wanna feel it. Also, his nose is cute, you could tap it really cute. I would do that all the time if i would be his boyfrie... wait WHAT?!!
I'm thinking about Johnnie being my boyfriend!! I Don't want that! Or do i... NO! I AM NOT GAY!! I'M JUST NOT GAY! I feel confused. What if i do like him, and we meet and i fall in love. Would he be my boyfriend if i asked him to be... WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT THIS! 'Kyle, you can forget everything but remember this: YOU ARE STRAIGHT!!' I said to meself. I can't fall in love whit johnnie. But i cant help it... i grab my Phone and i turn on 'Can't help falling in love whit you' TØP version. I never listen to this but now i feel like its apropriate. Lets just think about johnnie for a few seconds and when the song is over i wil stop thinking about him...
Yeah, didn't think so... This was a bad idea... I really like Johnnie. But he is a friend. It's late. I'm probably like sleep-drunk or something... Wait... I wil just check my twitter an then go to sleep!
Tweets:
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KyleFan102:
Wanting #Kohnnie to be real so bad... i think it is real actualy
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MDE4Ever
watching #Kohnnie vines, the feeeeels!!!
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OKAY, THATS ENOUGH!! Lets try to fall asleep...
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