I’ve been thinking about you
And all those times we’ve had
I know it was short but,
T’was the best time of my life
We always bought ice cream
To the old guy along the streets
Then we’ll sit by the lake
And talk about our lives
I felt something
An unfamiliar feeling
When I’m always with you
Then I realized I was falling in love
With my best friend
You..
Oh, puppy love
I’ve never felt this great before
never been happy
yet never felt this pain.
I thought we were happy?
I thought we would last
but what happened?
why’d you leave me?
I love you
I really do
it just pains me to know
that you were just playing
playing with me.
playing a cruel game
a game that I lost
a game of love.
how can you do this to me?
I never did anything
I just loved you so much
now I guess it was a mistake
a mistake to fall in love
yet its a mistake that I will never regret
cause even though it was just a game
you still made me happy
you made me laugh so hard
you made me do crazy things
you made me believe in myself
yet you also made me cry my hardest
don’t worry, I’ts okay
I’m okay, I can handle this
I’m a big girl now
a big girl who still longs for her best friend
yet there’s one thing different about me now
I can no longer smile
nor laugh just like before
I don’t know why, do you know?
Maybe I just got tired of pretending
pretending to be okay
even though I know I’m not
pretending to be alright
even if the truth was I’m broken, bad.
I just wish that someday
just once,
you’ll tell me
that you really cared
even though it’s a lie
I’ll still believe you
cause it’s the only thing
that’ll make me happy again.
I’ll never forget you
that’s a promise
even if I’m already old
or If I’m already gone
you’ll always be in my heart
in my mind
you, my soul mate
my first love and my last
My Best Friend </3
