Blaire's POV :
It's been a week since I've talked to Shawn he hasn't answered of my texts or Skype calls. I was hanging with Eva today I had nobody else Matt got annoyed by me I punched him a lot.
" hey guess what yesterday night " Eva said. " what what tell me". " Shawn said that he really misses me " she said. Oh so he can text other people but not text me back . " really that's amazing ". " yea when we stopped texting last night he said he loved me it was magical ha she talked to you". " no not at all but that's amazing I'm really happy for you". My heart shattered into a million pieces when she said that. Did he grow apart from me did I do something wrong maybe all well ever be is friends maybe it's the right thing.
Eva was Facetiming Shawn I was in the bathroom listening he said he loved her and that he missed her. It was almost like we had a 2 week stand and then he left for another girl. It hurt me a lot like a lot I thought we had something special. I realized he came back like in two days I don't think I was ready.
" what took you so long I was talking to Shawn ". " I was talking to your mom " i said lieing. " oh well lest get this slumber party on a roll". We had Netflix set up and popcorn and everything.
I was texting Matt for a little bit.
B: has Shawn texted you at all
M: yea he texted like 10 minutes
B: really?
M: yea he said a that he's excited to see Canada
B: oh well ttyl
He's talking to everyone except me really weird. I feel left out he I wish I much I miss him but yet he's talking to other people except me. I know he's not busy I see what he post on Twitter and Instagram. He posted a picture of saying how much he missed his friends and family and tagged very one but me Wtf.
" hey Eva has Shawn like ever told you that he kissed someone like too long ago" I asked scrolling on Instagram. " well he mentioned he kissed someone that he thought he liked but he regrets ever kissing her and thinking that loyal but he didn't say who". That felt like a bullet hit my heart and then I got trampled on by a thousand horses. He regrets kissing me and liking me and thinks I'm not loyal.
" we need new clothes for his family dinner I just realized that lets go to the mall". I put on some skinny jeans, a ivory Ella shirt , black Bailey bow low uggs, and a black north face jacket . Pretty simple and basic .
We went to the mall and shopped around there. I got some new jeans, a Creme colored cardigan, a maroon shirt sleeve shirt, and some knee high socks. I liked it it wasn't something to fancy or to casual.
Every year the Mendes hold thanksgiving so we go there every year there kinda like my second family if you look at it like that. This year I'm kinda dreading on going honestly I mean Eva's going to be there mad then there's Shawn and most likely Lauren's going to bring her boyfriend who I don't like because he bullied everyday at school.
Well I might as well get ready for what's ahead of me.
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Life of the party // s.m fanfic
Fanfiction" at the time I didn't know who I was writing that song about but now I know " Shawn says.
