Journal/Rants

Struggles of my life

Hey so it's currently 10:20 or so I wasn't expecting to get my monthly thing for a few and I just got up to go to the bathroom and realized mother freaking bloody uterus gave me my monthly visit so I just made myself another drink(shown above) it's basically coffee but it's not but its SOOOO good it's a caramel macchiato with ice, a little bit of milk, extra caramel, whipped cream, and some cocoa powder on top so that should give me some every to write another chapter of The Neighbor cuz I haven't updated in a few days now idek but since this is basically a journal/rant thing I want it to be like relatable and real ya know? Okay so umm coffee makes me all jittery and really freaking bouncing off the walls and I got my best friends birthday present today and I'm not gonna say what it is on here because she reads this so XD, nice try blobfish(I don't wanna say her real name :p) but I just watched a ton of Dan and Phil so I'm basically ready to write. And blobfish' dad still has to approve of it, but Blobfish might be coming with me and meh family to a party tomorrow so if her dad says yes that's gonna be fun👌🏻. But I told one of blobfish's other best friends(let's call her wooden crate) wooden crate what I got Blobfish and then wooden crate told me what she got Blobfish and I sent wooden crate a video of what I got Blobfish and now since I had the drink I'm typing really freaking fast omfg, see I told you that caffeine makes me really jittery! But I really like wooden crates idea and she said,"that's much better than my gifts" but wooden crate is one of my best friends too so ya know..*insert rainbow* friendship *sarcastic jazz hands*👐🏻. Idkkkkkkkllkkkk dnskxjwk should I go start writing chapter 6 now? Nah. I was actually slightly productive today be proud of me, I woke up at 11A.M. And went to go get blobfish's gift by 1:00 and then I got all the stuff and I need to finish doing the gift on Sunday if the weather is nice( 😝 ) *drinks more macchiato* yus. It actually tastes like it could be the old castiel in a cup guys. Idk everyone has their own opinion :p. But last year I got Blobfish pepsi, a twix bar, and an iTunes gift card so I stepped it up by 200% this year cuz she is probably going to LOVEEEEEE the gift I got her, and wooden crates gift is nice too. My gift is from the heart....and A.C. Moore.....XD. It's just sitting on the floor of my closet right now.....But if blobfish's dad says yes to her going to the party with us I have to cover it with an old towel( XD ). I can't write or think about what I'm gonna write unless I'm sitting in complete silence or almost complete silence, but when I'm writing this it just comes naturally? Idk. But it's like I'm so boring but I have so much to write about, ya know? I dusted my fan today(LMAO THIS PIN POINT DESCRIBES HOW BORING I AM) and I did my nails and I redid my toenails, but I accidentally used a gel polish on my fingers and I regret that now because it's already a bit chipped ;-; and its this nice aqua turquoise color. I hate hot coffee(or caffeinated stuff like that) but I love iced coffee, like I've tried the caramel macchiato hot and I didn't really like it but I love it cold, and I love the coffee coolata at Dunkin Donuts too. Omfg I actually wrote almost 700 words on this wow 😂 okay so I'm gonna end this now bye people's XD