Jeannette POV
I was offically part of student council. What role you may ask? Well, I'm in Publicity. Well, there's not that much to say of me being student coucil. Student council always make me run because everything has to be on time and things have to be right. I always have that feeling if he still loves me or when he's gonna break up with me. I don't really know why I thought about that....
Oscar's POV
I never liked being in student council but I think Jeannette is in student council. And the school carnival is coming soon, I wonder what day should I go? This is random but, I have this feeling that I kind of love Jeannette and sometimes I feel like I don't love her anymore. I can tell in her eyes she is always jealous whenever I hangout with other girls. I'll ask her what day is she going in the carnival.
Jeannette's POV
I'm panicking with student council stuff and carnival. My mom told me we're going somewhere in Saturday but I didn't like it because Margurite and her brother are going. Oscar is also going Saturday. My mom knows about Oscar and me and that makes me feel very gross yet kind of weird because when girls my age have relationships, parents are like cute and okay about it. But my parents are like, " Why do you have a boyfriend at a young age, finish your studies and then have a relationship!? Can you wait Ms. Jeannette ?!" Story of my life... I hope my dad doesn't know about this... because if he knows then he would ground me or send me to another school... People talking about me and Oscar in school, getting dirty faces everyday...people judging me why am I even dating him... sometimes I just want to dig a hole and just pull the trigger of a gun and...die. I planned to have scars on my wrists but it never happened.. it's like my guardian angel is telling me something. I feel like I'm getting bullied only me. I wonder if Oscar gets bullied too...
Oscar's pov
Today I'm feeling good, I saw Jeannette crying I was really worried I wanted to help but she ran into the girls' bathroom. So I just waited for her outside with my friends, when I walked outside, people just looked at me like there's something wrong with me. This is really weird. Did they make Jeannette cry? I just had some mixed emotions about this. I just ignored them and just hang out with my friends.
Jeannette's POV
I was crying nonstop... No one helped me I felt like this was the end of my life and tomorrow is carnival. Oscar's not coming tomorrow. I just have these suicide thoughts. Bell rang, it was the end recess, I wiped my tears and went to my homeroom, no one was there except the teacher. He heard the door shut and me sniffing, he didn't do anything.
The class came and people talked and talked as usual, everybody looked fine except Jeannette and Oscar. The class lined up and of course the gossip girls always cut in front of Jeannette and her friends. Which they didn't care.
Oscar POV
I saw Jeannette in class with the teacher, she didn't even looked at me. Her nose was still stuffy and her eyes are red and puffy from crying. We both went into our next class. I gave her tissue and she said "Thanks..." I asked her "Babe, I'm worried about you, are you okay?" " I don't know anymore... you tell me babe." The words from her mouth made me mad and scared. I told her, "I'll text you later." Jeannette said," Why not at lunch huh?" I can tell she was giving me an attitude that I didn't like. I said,"Ok ok clam down, I'll talk to you."
Jeannette's POV
He gave me a tissue, he asked if I was okay then I just said " I don't know anymore, you tell me babe." I just wasn't feeling right about myself. He said he'll text me later, " Why not lunch huh?!" I gave him an attitude, he noticed it too. He gave me the " calm down " look. It was lunch time and I didn't eat, my friends were worried about me. " Gurl, you need to eat." "No, it's ok I'm not hungry." " Okay gurl if you say so." When they finished eating, Jeannette asked that needs alone time. Then they agreed and left, Jeannette was alone waiting for Oscar to come.
