Secrets Hidden In The Dark

Chapter 21 (* Everything is going to be okay *)

Chapter 21

~Everything is going to be okay~

I'm sitting in my dark room in a corner, huddled up against my walls. I've been sitting here for hours, since Dylan agreed to leave me to go home and sleep since yesterday I spent the whole day crying about.... Jace.

My brain is tired of thinking, what I have done wrong to have this happen to me. Who would have ever thought I would lose the person I love because of a heart failure that he didn't even know he had. I could feel my body wanting to produce tears but after I spent yesterday crying nonstop, I think I ran out of tears.

" Anabell." I hear my moms voice ring throughout the house. I don't want to see anyone. Or to talk to anyone, I want to be alone. I stay silent. I can hear my mom's footsteps coming up the stairs headed torwords my room. Why does she have to choose now to come visit out of the 363 days she doesn't come.

The door creaks open revealing the shadow of a thin woman, my mother. The turns on the light and scans the room for me.

" Anabell, sweetie. what are you doing on the floor?! " she asks still standing at the door. I go back to staring at nothing and just shrug.

Silence lingers in the air as I think of Jace and my mom probably looking for something to say.

" I heard about what happened." she sighed and made her way over to my bed where she sat on the edge.

I still didn't look at her.

" I don't want you to be depressed like this Anabell. You've always been a drama queen. Your going to have to move on sooner or later. But I think the sooner the better. In the end everything is going to be okay." she said.

This time I looked at her, at first stunned that she would even say that, but then the rage took over me.

" I dont care if you call me a drama queen or tell me to move on, but don't you sit there and tell me everything is going to be okay when right now I feel like a part of me was killed. So don't tell me something you know is not going to happen." I snapped at her. She was emotionless. I glared at her but then turned back to the nothing I was staring at.

She got up and slowly made her way to the door, her louboutin heels making noise with every step.

She turnes around and whispers, " I'm really trying here Anabell, but everything I say, always upsets you. I don't know what to say anymore." then leaves.

I run to my bed and bury my face in the teddy bear Jace gave me when he took me to the fair on our first date. I could feel my eyes watery and I began to cry and cry and cry.... And cry.

~~~~~Dylan P.O.V~~~~~~~

I knock on Anabell's house door but no one answers.I finally decide to get the extra key under the mat. After I open the door, I put the key back in it's place.

I look for Bell in the living room but she's not there so I go to her room and find her. She in curled up against a brown teddy bear and her hair is sticking to her face where the tears dried out.

I soundlessly make my way to her bed, and slowly sit down next to her. I admire her soft smooth light skin with her high rosy pick cheekbones. Her curly light brown hair that beautifully bounces. I hate seeing her light blue eyes full with sorrow.

Jace dying has really hit us all very hard. I admit, I too cried in private. Jace and I were really close and to think he's gone really hurts but not as much as I see Bell hurting.

Yesterday, all she did was cry. She didn't eat, she didn't sleep she cried and cried unroll she could cry no more. I look into her eyes and I see a Anabell in her own personal hell. I could see how much she is hurting. I want to help but don't know how.

Anabell, my best friend. The outgoing, exuberant girl who deep down was shy at times is now openly crying. One thing I can guaranty about my bestest friend in the whole world, is that she is one of the most strongest person I know. So to see her break down like this makes me wonder how hard it must be to make my Bells cry.

Anabell whimpers and moves a little.

" Anabell wake up" I whisper. Her eyes swing open and I see hope in her glassy blue eyes. In an instant the hope is replaced with sorrow. She sits up and huges me tightly, can feel her begin to cry.

" What's wrong Bells?" I asked embracing her.

Anabell feels so fragile in my arms, if I were to squeeze too tight.. She would break.

" You sounded alot... Like , him." she cried as she buried her face into my chest with a tighter grip.

I hold her in my arms. Stroke her hair as she cries. I don't know any other way to comfort her. No words I say will make her feel better. No things I can do, to make the pain go away. The only thing I can help in, is supporting her every step of the way and being there for her.

She stops crying and softly asks me, " I don't know how I'm going to make it through this Dylan. I really don't. " her big glassy blue eyes, full of redness from all the crying, look up staring into mine and for a second, I can see her pain as if it were my own in the depts of her eyes.

I lean in and kiss her forehead hugging her with alot of force.

"We'll get through this Bell... some how we will." I whisper into her hair. She hugs me tighter and begins to silently cry again.

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Sorry it's short. Hope you liked it. The song to the side--------------->. Is to be played during the Dylans point of view. P.S this song is the best!:)

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