((Your pov))
"I don't think it's a good idea." Jimin says for the hundredth time today.
"Come on it's only a month then you're coming home." I say.
I had been trying to convince Jimin to go finish his tour since he had taken it off to come see me but he wasn't budging.
"I don't want to be away from you again. What if (ex bf name) tries to come around. I know what he's done in the past and I-" he says and cut him off by shaking My head.
I hadn't told many people, really only Jimin about what happened when I was dating (ex bf name).
It was a very bad and dark time in my life and I still remain in therapy because of it.
"It won't. I have two weeks of therapy left and I'm feeling Okay. Plus He won't ever do anything, I'll make sure of that. So please, go finish your tour. I promise everything will be okay." I say, pushing back his hair from his eyes.
He looks hesitant but after a moment he finally nods.
"Okay. Go." I say and he stands up and nods.
He pulls me up and hugs me.
The hug was pretty long but I didn't mind.
When he pulls back he kisses me then takes his leave.
So Now what do I do? Hm. I miss him already.
...
After a couple hours of sleep I wake up again and hear my phone go off.
When I open it I see an interview update.
I open my laptop and see the heading: Bts back on the road❤
I smile and and click the link.
When I do I see Jungkook being woken up by someone shoving the camera in his face.
Man I missed those guys too..
Even so, I would be okay.
I'm happy for them.
As I watched more it led into a performance.
My eyes stayed glued to Jimin as he ran out on stage in nothing but a white furry jacket and white pants.
I had to admit that I kept looking at his chest..oops.
Soon the video ended and I smiled.
I'm glad he's back to doing what he loves.
He was really lucky to have that opportunity.
Maybe I should start figuring out what I'm gonna do.
It's just so hard to decide.
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When I look at the time I grab my keys and head out to my car.
Time to go to therapy.
All I do is talk about my feeling towards what happened forever ago but I'm kinda grateful because it helps.
I've become less depressed and anxious in the time of therapy and Jimin.
~
When I get to my therapists office she let's be inside and offers me a drink which I happily accept.
"So only two more weeks (y/n). How are you feeling?" She asks, sitting back in her chair.
"I feel good. I mean I'm still really shaken up that he's back around me and what not but I have people helping me through it." I say and a smile comes onto her face.
"How are things with your boyfriend?" She says and I feel hot cover my face.
"We're good. He just went back on tour today." I say and give a small smile.
"Will you be going to visit him in the time he's gone?" She asks and I nod.
"Yeah, I already miss him." I say and she smiles.
"Okay, now a more serious question. Have you thought about harming yourself lately?" She asks and I shake my head.
This question was normal and part of the more serious side of things.
"I never want to think about that again. If I hurt myself I can never see Jimin or the guys again and I don't want that. I was just in a very scary place back then and I was scared and alone and-" I started crying.
"It's okay honey I understand. It's great that you're trying to move past that stage and you're becoming happier. Just make sure you always talk with that boyfriend of yours." she says and I nod and dry my tears.
"He's not just my boyfriend." I say and she smiles, knowing what I was going to say.
"He's also my best friend."
