Just Now or Forever

Ch 4

When you guys get home you put a movie on and get some popcorn then the guys join you
Joel- ugh I hate movies
Yoyo- no you don't chill
Christopher- you better stop with the attitude joel
Erick- yeah. At least respect her in her house man
Yoyo- I've warned you so many times joel
Joel- I'll shut up
*they walk in to the living room. You see Joel going towards the couch where you were at but then going to the farthest place from you*
You- I hate you too don't worry
Joel- I didn't say anything ok she started
Yoyo- Stop! Both of you! Can we please just watch a movie like the friends we are or were
You- fine
Joel- fine
*you start the movie and while it's on you feel like someone is looking at you. You turn a bit and see Joel looking at you but then turning when you see him. Moments later you see everyone except joel and of course you, is sleeping. Still having the same feeling of someone staring at you you turn and there is joel yet again looking at you. This time he didn't turn around. You get up and go to the kitchen for a cup of water and seconds later there's someone with you. When you turn you see Joel standing at the doorway and still looking at you*
You- can I help you?
Joel- I don't know can you?
You- depends
Joel- can we go talk somewhere else I don't want the guys to wake up and hear
You- it better be quick cause you're still not on my favorite person to talk to
Joel- just come
*you and Joel go talk in the backyard and he closes the door behind you guys*
You- talk
Joel- ....
You- did you bring me out here to be silent or what
Joel- I don't know how to say this
You- really
Joel- actually I don't know how you'll react
You- if this is about kim in any way just save it
Joel- no, it's about you, about us
You- there is no us
Joel- but there was
You- you said it, WAS. Now if that-
Joel- *cutting you off* I miss you!
You- ...Uhm...I...uh
Joel- see that's why I didn't know what to say
You- well Uhm this is kind of um unexpected
Joel- *getting closer to you* tell me you don't miss me and I'll leave
You- ...
Joel- your silence speaks for itself
You- I don't miss you
Joel- yes you do y/n I can tell
You- even if I did you have a girlfriend now
Joel- I never even liked her
You- then why are you going out with her
Joel- I was
You- you what
Joel- we broke up a while ago
You- but Yoyo said you guys were dating right now
Joel- I never told him we broke up
You- then who were you calling earlier today and why did it sound like you were defending her when I was talking with you
Joel- well I actually got a call from Johann and I was "defending" her...
You- wait what?! Johann?!!
Joel- and you just interrupted me
You- tell me about Johann
Joel- y/n! Please I need you to listen to me first
You- fine keep going
Joel- thank you. Well I was like I said "defending" her because I wanted to see how you would react
You- first of all your welcome and second of all wow, why would I be jealous of you going out with Kim if what we had was a long time ago
Joel- well you did seem jealous
You- no I wasn't
Joel- now, tell me you didn't miss me... Don't forget, I'm single *he smirks*
You- hmm I didn't miss you...at all
Joel- *gets closer to you* are you sure
You- pretty much
Joel- *gets even closer to you* how about now
You- no. Zero emotions
Joel- *hugs you tightly and rest his head on your shoulder* now?
You- I missed you so so much!!
Joel- I knew it *lets go of you*
You- if you missed me why did you let go I want to give you a huge hug
Joel- I was just testing
You- messed up
Joel- I know
*He starts running and you run after him until you stop and he gets you from behind wrapping you in a hug*
Joel- I missed you so much more. These years without you were terrible and because of the loneliness I thought kim was the only one I could I trust back them but then we started dating and it all just went wrong but I'm sure that's what the guys were telling you earlier though
You- yeah but please don't mention her name again in my house
Joel- deal...babe *smirks*
You- I am not your babe. How do you know I don't have a boyfriend
Joel- that hug wasn't one you would give me if you did
You- that was a friendly hug. I hug you all the same way
Joel- I just know You don't have a boyfriend ok
You- what if I told you I did
Joel- then you'd have to break his heart and tell him your going to cheat on him
You- omg Joel I would never say that
Joel- then I guess poor little me would have to leave you two to be happy
You- yes now go cause my boyfriend's gonna get jealous
Joel- you don't have one only me
You- fine I don't but you aren't it either
Joel- but I will be...again
You- we'll see about that