I need your love ~Austin Carlile FanFic~

Highschool -_-

It's the first day of freshman year... Great.

My morning went somewhat well. The screaming was at a minimal and my dad wasn't even home.

I got dressed in a black sweater, jeans and black converse.

My hair was straightened and i put on my usual makeup. (Top eyeliner and light eyeshadow)

Now off to hellhole..

I got to school and went to my locker. *we got them in summer*

I looked at my schedule.

1-Algebra

2-English

3-Biology

4-Acting

5-Choir

This was going to be a long day besides 4&5th hour.

I got into algebra and sat in the back to stay away from everyone.

I thought nobody was going to sit next to me until this really cute boy with dark brown hair and brown eyes sat next to me.

He looked at me and smiled. I felt my cheeks get red so I just put my hands on them and my elbows on the desk.

Boys don't usually notice me. And if they do it's to call me ugly or something.

The first three hours flew by fast. That cute boy was in all three of my classes and sat next to me too!

I couldn't get involved with a boy.. I just couldn't. And I knew that. But something about that boy.

When lunchtime came around I sat at a table alone since i had no friends. Mystery boy I think saw that and came over and sat across from me.

"Hi, I'm Austin. Mind if I sit here?" He said.

"Lily. And no. You don't have to sit here just because you feel bad for me..."

"Feel bad for you?" *laughs* "you seem really cool; and you're pretty" Austin said.

We continued to eat lunch and then after he walked me to my class.

Before I knew it I was at home thinking about Austin.

Until my dad got home...

"LILY, GET DOWN HERE YOU SLUT"

I walked down there only to be greeted by a plate thrown at my face. Breaking then cutting my

face.

"Clean this fucking mess up"

And with that I was left alone in the basement with blood streaming down my cheek and glass everywhere.

I cleaned the mess up and walked to my room.

I grabbed clothes and went to go take a shower.

All the names that I've ever been called came to my mind.

~ugly, worthless, slut, whore, fat,

attention seeking~

I couldn't take it.

I grabbed my razor and made lines going up and down my forearm.

I was even more disgusted in myself.

*How does Austin think I'm pretty?*