I need your love ~Austin Carlile FanFic~

They say that love is forever

The past three months Austin and I have been getting closer and closer.

I have yet to tell him about my really personal things.

I'm afraid I may scare him off.

But today after school I'm going to his house finally!

I think it'll be fun.

~after school~

We get to Austin's house and he opens the door.

I can't help but be a bit nervous. I hope his parents like me.

"Oh hello there sweetie. You must be lily. Austin talks about you all the time. You're even cuter in person!" Mrs. Carlile said while pulling me in a hug.

"I'm Mrs.Carlile. But you can call me mom!" She said.

I smiled and followed Austin upstairs.

"Wow, your mom is really nice. I wish I still had a mom that cared about me." I said.

"What do you mean Lil's?"

Lil's is a nickname Austin gave me a few days after we met.

"well my mom died when I was young. I have a step mom but neither her nor my dad care about me." I said trying to fight back the tears

"Awe I'm sorry, come here."

He hugged me and kissed the top of my head.

He was such a sweetie. I knew I liked him..

I was just hoping he felt the same way.

Austin and I started talking about life.

We just sat there but he grabbed my arm and pulled me near him.

I tried not to cry from the pain from his hand hitting the fresh cuts on my forearm.

I bit my lip and said "oww" but then looked away.

Austin looked at me in confusion then understood because he pulled up my sleeve.

I pulled away hoping he didn't see.

"Lily you have to show me your arm." He said with almost an angry tone.

I turned around with tears pouring out of my eyes and let him grab my arm.

He pulled my sleeve up and looked at my arm with shock, worry, sadness and horror almost.

"Why... Why did you do this to yourself Lil's..." He said quietly.

I sat there in silence.

He did the unthinkable next.

He grabbed my arm again and kissed every single scar & cut.

By that time I was crying silently but the tears were violently spilling out.

"Please don't do that again. I care about you. I guess I should say what I wanted to say now..." He paused. "Lily. I've liked you for a long time now. And I was hoping you felt the same way. But uh... Will you be my girlfriend" he said pulling out flowers from the side of his bed.

"Awe. Austin. This is the sweetest thing anyone's ever done for me. Yes I will be your girlfriend." I said.

He responded by grabbing my face and kissing me.

This boy I swear.. I knew we'd have a perfect relationship.

They offered me to eat dinner but I told Austin why I don't really eat or what happens when I do.

He made me eat as much as I could.

I was kinda angry at him but I understood. He was worried about me.

I was dangerously skinny

Afterwards "Mom" drove me home. I hugged Austin and kissed him on the cheek goodbye.

I felt happy for once.

I ran inside and upstairs to my room.

It seemed everyone had gone to bed.

Perfect ending to a perfect day. <3