Why?

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Next Morning
I woke up the next morning feeling the urge to dress edgy but cute so I got up, went to the bathroom and started getting ready. I turned on the hair straightener and went to go brush my teeth. Sat down and went on Twitter as I brushed my teeth and saw Cameron's recent tweet it said ' so nervous for today 😁' damn right he should be I thought as I got up and spit out the toothpaste and rinsed my mouth. I got my Bath and Body Works ' A thousand Wishes ' body wash and took a shower and washed my hair with my favorite tropical shampoo. When I got out I realized I left my towel I my bedroom ( a/n lol comment if that has happened to you 😂)

" Dammit." I cursed under my breath

I quietly tiptoed to my room covering myself with my hands and grabbed my towel and turned around and saw Cameron standing there I was about to scream when he covered my mouth and said,

" Before you scream you're "mom" let me in here and I took out a baseball hat with ur outfit I thought it would look nice."

I looked at him confused while he gave me a cheesy grin.

" What are you doing here?" I say as more of a question.

" Driving you to school." He said still smiling.

" This isn't a prank is?" I say backing away
" Nope," he said bluntly " Just wanted to start being nice to my sister."

" Isn't it a little to lat for that?" I said giggling

" About that I'm really sorry about that. I knew you were a my sister and I still decided to be a total douche bag cause I wanted to fit in with the crowd. Believe it or not we used to be very close as children you used to call me Cammy Boo but that was until the accident and—"

" What accident?" I say confused

" Oh she didn't tell you? Mom didn't give you away cause she wanted to give you away it was because of HIM." He said with venom in his voice

" First off who is HIM and what did HE do?" I said cluelessly.

" First off HE is my dad because mom had an affair and my dad wanted the perfect family and was furious that mom had an affair and was pregnant so he tried to kill you and you had serious head and brain injuries which explains you learning disabilities and why you forget important things so child security services took you away because this has happened too many times so your "mom" adopted you and my dad was put in jail for life's sentence." He said smiling at the last part.

" Ok.. well that was interesting and I thought that I was always just a serious dumbass but I'm gonna quickly straighten my hair and get ready so that we have enough time to get Starbucks and get to school." I say giggling

I was done in fifteen minutes which left us just enough time to get to Starbucks and still get to school on time.

I quickly said bye to my "mom" and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and we were off. When we got to Starbucks I got a Carmel Frappé with a cake pop and we left for the place I call hell.

--- skip school--- ( a/n ain't nobody got time for dat 😂)

Apparently Cam Bear and yes I called him Cam Bear because we got to learn about each other through out the day and we made new nicknames for each other I call him Cam Bear and he stuck with my old one which was Anaya Papaya. But anyway as I was saying Cam Bear is taking me to his house so that I could meet my real mom. I got in the car and we pulled out of the school parking lot until it hit me like 5 bricks to the head.

What if she doesn't like me? What if I'm too much of a disappointment to her?

I know I forgave Cameron and buy the words still ponder in my mind. I look at my hand and realize it was wet. I didn't even realize I was crying? I wiped my tears being careful not to mess up my makeup and rub my hands on my jeans.

" We're here!" Cam says as he smiles

I quickly got out of the car hoping he would not see my face. Cam looked at me and his face softened.

"Anaya why are you crying?" Cameron said walking to me from the other side of the car.

" I was not! It was allergies!" I protest.

" Yes you were you did that cute little thing you used to do where you twitch your nose after you cry." Cam said bringing me into a hug

I started sobbing and choked out," Wh-what of sh-she d-d-doesn't l-l-love me anymore?"

I started sobbing more as he rubbed my back and said soothing things into my ear.

I started to calm down and he spoke up and said, " Anaya, no matter how long or far apart you are mom will always love you. Believe it or not she made me clean my room for you and I NEVER clean my room for any . There is even a dinner there as big as thanksgiving in there." He smiled and my smile dropped and I looked at the floor.

" Now she's going to hate me because I won't even be able to eat her food because I'm an anorexic freak." I muttered under my breath

I kicked the dirt and Cam spoke up and said," Is there something wrong Anya."

" I have anorexia." I said quietly

" Oh... Still?" He replied sadly.

" Yeah- wait what do you mean "still" ?" I puzzle

" You were born with it we had to use a feeding tube in you're nose in order to get you to eat but as you got older you would just rip it out and leave it on the floor so we hoped that you would have grown out of it by now but I guess not. But try to eat as much as you can okay? Now is there anything else I need to know?" He said

" No." I lied as I felt my nose twitch

" You lied." He said not buying it.

" No."

" Yes."

"No."

" Yes."

"Fine I'll pinky promise." I say as I put out my pinky.

He looked at me unsurely and slowly wrapped his pinky around mine I cross my fingers and put it in my pocket.

I know that it's bad that I lied to him and all but he can't know about my panic attacks or medication that I refuse to take because then he will worry just like "mom" did and I don't need that in my life.

" Let's go inside yeah?" Cam said anxiously

" Yeah." I said shakily.

He grabbed my hand and squeezed it as we walked into the house.

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A/n haha cliffhanger biotches this is one long chapter and one of the lowest chapters I'll ever write anyway haw was ur day leave it in the comments bye 😘

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