Lies ( Magcon ){SLOW UPDATES}

How many times?

~ Recap ~

"I'm scared." I say

" Of what?" He mumbled into my hair

" That you'll eventually see me the way I see myself." I said softly

~ Present ~

"And how is that?" He says slowly

"A freak that no one loves." I say as I start crying

"Hey, I love you so much and I'm so sorry I made you feel that way. I really am and I want to gain your trust but, I need you to calm down and take it easy for me your heart monitor is going off so breathe for me ok?" He said

" Alright." I said shakily breathing in and out slowly gaining my normal breathing back.

"Now would you like to tell me what happened in my room?"

"No." I mumbled looking down.

"Please?" He replied giving me the puppy eyes

"Alright," I said giving in ", "I couldn't do my math homework." I mumble in embarrassment.

"Wait... What? This happened because you couldn't do your math homework?" He replied in disbelief

"Yeah..." I said looking down

"But aren't you a straight A student. How the frick do you get straight A's in the first place."

"I'm excused from the ones I can't do. I know it isn't fair and now your going to think that it's not fair that I'm excused but Cam Bear it's hard I don't know what I ever did to deserve this brain disorder or whatever it is." I say honestly

" I think your perfect God made everyone in his eyes perfectly and to be honest I have my flaws. I sometimes break down in the middle of nowhere because I've built up too many emotions and it's ok you are you and that's perfectly ok." Cam said

I looked at Cameron and said," can you cuddle with me in the bed?"

"Sure." He said as a smile crept on his face

We both got on the bed and laid down as he played with my hair as I hummed a random tune, something about this doesn't feel awkward it feels normal.I don't remember what happened after that because I soon fell asleep.

~ 11:00 am ~

I woke up and looked to the side to see Cameron watching tv. Just then the doctor walks in.

" Ms. Dallas we meet again?" Taking off his glasses

I look down sheepishly in embarrassment. Dr. Leòn is the same doctor I get every time I come here.

Soon my thoughts are interrupted by Cam saying," So wait, how many times exactly has she been her since being adopted?"

The doctor chuckles and says "um... You may want to sit down for this one. Ms. Dallas has been her exactly 50 times since being adopted for OD, anxiety/ panic attack, and depression."

Cam sits there in shock as the doctor continues, " Ms.Dallas you do realize that if you don't take you medicine your not going to get better? I mean, how many days have you been without your meds?

" About 3.5 months..." I say looking down.

" Ms. Dallas you need to take your meds or is only going to get worse."

The room soon falls into a comforting silence as the doctor stops thinking.

" you know what we've tried everything but one thing. Changing the environment. I want you to live with your birth mom and do homeschool to get rid of the extra stress and you will take your meds. Mr. Dallas I hope you take your sisters health seriously and know that she needs you?"

"Yes sir." Cam responded

" Very well then if you could sign the papers and Ms Dallas can leave. Bye Ms Dallas."
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