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F I F T E E N

•Ciara•

Jack came home drunk again this time I locked the door.

“Open the fucking door” he banged on the door

“No you're drunk”

“I'm not gonna do anything like I would” he said like he was disgusted

I opened the door and went back to the bed and laid down and got on my phone.

“What are you doing”

“Texting” I said typing away on my phone

“Who?”

I might as well tell him before he goes crazy

“Ethan”

“Why are you texting him!”

“That's my friend I can't text my friends” I said

“No” I said grabbing my phone

“But you can get drunk and fuck anybody you want ok”

He slammed my phone down but it didn't break it was a 7 so it didn't crack then he went into the bathroom while he did whatever I started packing stuff.

He should really be the one leaving cause it's my house but he won't leave so I'll just leave I'm tired of his bullshit.

I zip up my bag and went to get stuff from the bathroom. He was in the mirror just looking at himself and walked pass him and got whatever I needed

“What are you doing”

“Nothing” I said

He followed me out and saw I was packing

“Where are you going”

“Somewhere thats not here”

“Your not gonna leave me” he chuckled and grabbed my suitcase

I pulled it back and took the other bag

“Stop what are you doing” he raised his voice

“Leaving”

He grabbed my waist and I lost grip of the suitcase and he threw me on the bed and pinned me down.

“Jack what are you doing let me go”

“No you're not leaving me”

“Maybe if you come home normal and not drunk I might not leave you” 

“Please I know I fucked up but don't leave” he was laying on top of me with his face in the crook of my neck

“Get off of me”

“No” I felt something wet drip on my neck

“Are you crying?” I said lowering my voice

“Just please don't leave” he tighten his grip around me even tho he was still drunk he won't remember shit

He ended up falling asleep but he ended up flipping us over so I was sleeping on his chest.

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The sun hit my face and I woke up still on top of Jack who was sound asleep.

I tried to get up but it didn't work so I wiggled out of his grip I went to brush my teeth and take a shower.

When I was done Jack was on the edge of the bed staring into space

“Jack what are you doing” I asked

“Did I hit you” he asked

i shook my head no

“Why is the room a mess” he said looking around at my clothes on the floor and my suitcase wide open

“Oh I was kinda tired of you drinking so I was gonna leave for a while but you pinned me on the bed and held me tight stopping me from leaving”

“You were gonna leave me” he said getting up and walking towards me

“Yes and No”

“You know I was drunk why would you want to leave me”

“I thought you were gonna fucking hit me idk”

He held out his arms but I flinched back but he wanted a hug

he looked at me with guilt and I hugged him

“I'm sorry I really am I love you so much you know this anything I've done I don't mean it I promise you”

“Its fine Jack”

“No it's not” he said and picked me up so my legs were around his torso and he was still hugging me

“Please dont leave me I know I'm a piece of shit that doesn't deserve you but I do love you” he kissed my forehead

Then that got me thinking what about the times he wasn't drunk....

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Hiiii I have testing on Thursday *cries* I'm fucking scared this is bs why do they do this asjsjsmmsjssj anyways I'm trying to update more so yeah oh and I'm making books and they aren't Jack Gilinsky books - Brittany👑