Preacher's Daughter

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Ava Smith
"Cam" I moaned out. Soon as I said that, my eyes popped open

Ben stopped and looked me directly in my eyes, his face instantly filled with angry. "What the fuck you just said hoe" Ben yelled wrapping his hand around my throat

I gasped for air trying to remove his hand from my neck but that only made his grip tighter "Please" I managed to get out

Ben stared in my eyes for a few more seconds then he let go. I coughed, trying to catch my breath while he put on his boxers

Ben walked over to me, grabbing me by my hair pulling me out the bed "Stop" I yelled trying to remove his hand from my hair. I screamed out as my bare ass dragged on the carpet

He let go of my hair as we enter the bathroom. Ben leaned against the counter eyeing me down like he wanted to end my life

"You've been fucking him?" Ben asked. I put my head down, afraid of telling him the truth. I felt bad knowing I am about to hurt his feelings

"Yes" I said with my head down, staring down at the ground. My head popped up, hearing him chuckle "So you telling me, that you been fucking the nigga that ruin your life?" Ben asked, slightly raising his voice

I nodded, biting my lip as I shedded a few tears "Save your bullshit tears. Your ass wasn't crying when that nigga dick was in you" Ben yelled looking at himself in the mirror

I wiped my tears with the back of my hand as I got up. "How could you?" Ben said as he fist connected hard with my jaw

I fell down in the shower. I touched my mouth feeling pain in my lower lip "Get out"Ben yelled as his chest went up and down real fast letting me know that he's really mad

"What?" I asked, still sitting on the shower ground

"Get the fuck out my crib. I want you and your kids shit out when I get back" Ben said then he walked away. I quickly got up, running after him butt ass naked

"Wait Ben, we can talk about this" I said grabbing his hand but he shoved me sending me on my ass

"Bruh get yo shit and bounce" Ben said, putting his shoes on. I tighten my silk robe as I walked over to him

"Baby please we can talk about this" I pleaded with him. He stood up getting in my face

"I don't know if you're retarded or something but ima tell you this one more time. I'm done with you, I don't invest my time with hoes. By the time I come back to my crib, I want you and your fucking kids shit out my house" Ben said

"Oh and by the way I hope you find someone to take care of your ass I know that's going to be hard because no man want a girl with two kids that cheat on them with they pussy ass bitch" Ben added making his way out the room

"Benjamin" I yelled grabbing his hand

"Don't fucking touch me" Ben yelled as his hand connected hard with my face. I held my cheek in pain as I fell down. I backed up against the wall as he walked over to me

Ben smirked "Oh so you're scared now" Ben said as he caressed my cheek, making me jump then he back away a little

"Why?" He asked looking me deeply in my eyes. I simply shrugged my shoulders not knowing exactly why I cheated on him

"What was I doing wrong? I fucking gave you three years of my life and this how you repay" He said, putting his head down hiding his emotions

"I'm sorry Ben" I said getting off the ground "You did nothing wrong, it was more of a me thing. I can not give you an exact answer why I cheated on you but I love you and thank you for these amazing three years" I said

I tried to hug him but he stood there. We stood there like that for a couple of minutes then he walked away. I stood there watching Ben walk out my life

"Here" Ben said tossing an engagement ring on the ground. I stared at the ring with no emotions. I wouldn't marry Ben, I just wouldn't be happy

I walked away from the ring, entering the bedroom. I began packing all my shit which took about a hour. I looked at my face seeing my bruises. My lip is busted and I have a black left eye.

"Where we going?" Lucas asked. I sighed a little "I don't know yet but help your sister get ready" I said

I held the ring on the palm of my hands as I continue to stare at it "I'm sorry" I mumble shedding a couple of tears

"Mommy" I heard Cassie voice. I placed the ring on the table on top of the note. I wiped the tears as I walked over to Cassie. I kissed her cheek as I picked her up

"Let's go bub" I said grabbing Lucas hand

Dear Ben,

I am truly sorry for hurting you, that was never my intentions. You may never understand why I am still in love with Cam, he was my first everything. Me and him just have that bond that can not and will not be broken. I thank God every night that you saved me on my first day in Mexico. If you wasn't there, there would not be a me, a Cassie or Lucas. You honestly gave me the best three years of my life, that I will cherish forever. I honestly hope you find the girl of your dreams, who can give you what I couldn't. Good luck I wish you the best

Love, Ava

(^The note that Ava left Ben with the ring^)