Prince's Diaries

Chapter 2

Kyungsoo's POV

What I did last night kept on bothering me. The scene when I said that I don't need Kai kept repeating in my head. The words I said, the actions I took. I did it not just for my kingdom but also for myself. I did it because what happened between me and Kai must remain silent and undiscovered. I am well aware that this issue between us can't be kept a secret forever but I need to keep the people who are aware about what happened between us must be kept minimal or better, no one should know about what happened between us, because if someone would know about what happened between us, the reputation of our kingdoms would be destroyed to pieces. I took out my diary for the first entry I am writing on it this day.

Dear write-something-on-me-book,

I don't know what I did whether it's good or bad, because I never felt so protected and happy before. Not until The Prince kissed me that night. It kept bothering me that he could be mad at me for not recognizing him as a friend when Krystal, that bitch, made me furious. I acted with only my instincts and not with my mind. I know I am better than how I acted last night. I was just so infuriated at Krystal for doing something that stupid, like interrupting my time with Kai. I hope Kai understands that I did it because of my Kingdom and it does not mean that I do not need him that night, because that night, I needed someone the most and Kai seems to fit perfectly to take care of me. How his arms wrapped around me felt like the best hug I ever felt. It felt like his arms are made for hugging me.

I wish I had more time to write something more write-something-on-me-book, but duty calls, I need to cook for me. I am hungry. Ciao~

Yours truly,

DoDoPenguin

As I ended my entry I felt nice. Releasing my feelings in a book, feels amazing. The repeating scene in my mind seemed to lessen but it still makes me flush a little bit. I felt amazing as I walked to the stairs and to the kitchen. I met several maids and I smiled at them. I quickly walked to the kitchen and grabbed the ingredients I am going to need for my dish, a cheese omelet. I was cracking eggs in the pan when I heard a very familiar voice from last night.

"The maids said you're here cooking something you wanted to eat." Kai said.

"An unexpected visit. How-" I paused for a moment

"-shocking"

"Shock is not painted on your face Kyungsoo. Sarcasm is also evident in your tone of speaking."

"Sorry. Kai, let's just drop the formalities, and be friends, can we?" I said trying to fill my words with all the sincerity I can muster.

"No need to be sorry, I understand that you need to do that, really, for a reason I do not know." He said while looking down, I felt sympathy for him. "I just felt something between our kisses, a connection perhaps."

"I really am sorry Kai. For how I acted last night, for everything I said, I am sincerely sorry, but, I felt no connection last night. I felt... nothing, no spark, no anything. I was just...sexually... I don't know?- frustrated? since you appeared last night as the prince of our neighboring kingdom without giving me a head start. The night you kissed me in that strip club made my life complicated. Much more complicated than as it is before you even arrived" Then I smelled the burning smell of the dish I was making.

"My food!!" I exclaimed and quickly grabbed the pan without my mittens. Then that's when I realized what I did. I screamed and let go of the pan that fell to the floor, but it was all too late. Searing pain is piercing my skin like a thousand needles at the same time but hotter, very hot needles.