Depression

As I lay there, drowning in sadness

it gets harder to breathe when trying to smile

trying to fit in with the world, but you just can't

You can never tell if you are alive

because you always feel dead

the only one who sits in the darkest corner of the room

while everyone laughs and smiles in the light

You always feel as if in purgatory

as if just a waste of space

sometimes you don't want to wake up

you just want to stay in your dreamscape

forever